Blue Is The Colour Of My Energy

What am i to do!

2009-08-22T06:58:00.002+08:00

Through years of salt and pepper, people tell me i should know what's wrong and right.
Yes, i replied. I know.
I was being an idiot to not know what is meant to be said and what's not.

After years of suffering from salt and pepper, i seriously learnt.
What is meant to be said and what's not.
Because it was such a difficult path, i chose to not say a single thing about a single shit i know.
Unless it's my own matter.

And now, troubles and problems come to me again. like before.
In the end, you know what?!
They say, alac, you should have spoken what you know. You all along keep quiet down there, you can't blame people for misunderstanding you.
Great.
I'm not a person good with words. Either i speak and people tend to add colours to them, OR i keep quiet and get misunderstood by people.
They don't even give me a chance to clarify myself!

Ar bo tell me what to do la!

Lucky me, i forgot i got a few friends to side me, to protect me, regardless i am wrong or right.
They just do it, because it's me. I think. Ha.

Been such a long time since i remembered someone spoke this to me, " alac, i won't let anyone touch you. If she tries to find trouble with you, let me know. i'll give her one good time."
And that is regardless on the gorunds whether i am in the wrong or right. They just care and stand in front of me to make sure i didn't lose a hair. even if the opponent is someone they know as well. Because they believe. and i nv let them down. One phone call, one sms, 5mins and here they are standing right here with me.

I was so touched i think i had a tear.

They were the people who i had lost touch with and long forgotten.
Long forgotten that they were the ones to protect me and stayed by me.

I am sorry. You guys are still there. It's me. my fault. to have forgotten all these while.

Thank you.

When we fall....

2009-07-23T22:23:00.003+08:00

Every now and then in life, we need these videos or rather people, to push us, to give us strength to continue...

Rem his name. =)

i got shot

2009-06-23T15:18:00.002+08:00

and the wound will always stay fresh and bleeding.

I found the deadliest sentence.
A passing thought of it will make tears in my eyes, whenever, wherever.

" If it's not for you, i would have sold this house and run away to lead my own life! "

In simpler words, i got abandoned.

I don't want to be your burden. I can support myself. If i have known earlier your intentions, i would packed my bag long before.

Anyone up to share a house?

All in all, it feels motherfarking GREAT to know i got a mother, who "abandoned" me when i was 13. A father, with intentions to abandon me 13years after.

buy 4d ar. 1313.
huat ar.

Office fridge, stock with tiger pls?!

2009-06-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

I want the fridge to be like the latest heineken advertisement!
Screams and excitement!
so that i can drink drank high and ideas flow!

Like Ivan like Alac

2009-06-10T03:42:00.005+08:00

At certain points of life, i will tend wonder if my parents really did give birth to me.
This question haunts me since my teenage life. Especially the huge differences i had with my brother. He is everything that i am not. And since i was 3, my mum had been telling me that they picked me up from a rubish bin and that my brother could vouch as he was there when they picked me. I don't know how to put this curiosity towards my dad, so it just keeps going on and off my mind.

Tonight, i think my doubt has been cleared. No need to even go for a DNA test.

We attended a family function together.

My dad got really drunk.
I was only high drinking with cousins.
On the way home, he kept repeating this in hokkien "I don't know why i'm so drunk tonight. Yesterday i drank so much more than just now but i am also not drunk."
He repeated for at least 2349868 times until his friends in the car also cannot take it alr.
Then he kept asking me to tell the cab driver where to go for 43674856 times.

When we got down the cab, he was wobbling and i asked if he wanted to puke.
He said " you know i seldom puke when i got drunk! how many times have you seen me puke?"

All these minor incidents confirm that I AM IVAN NG'S FLESH AND BLOOD!

Get it?

ps: i got an urge to change my name to AVAN/EVAN NG.
Friends, please advise...
LOL!

i will register this new name when i change my ic in 4 yrs time. (if possible)

Karma. it'll come....

2009-06-07T04:17:00.004+08:00

For the one who took my cash...
I donate you a 150bucks to charity.
(for your disability)

For the one who intend to use my credit card...
Dream on a thousand years.
(i called citibank and they blocked)

For the one who wish to draw my cash from atm...
Take me on and you'll be caught.
(i called and they blocked again!)

For the one who sold my identity for illegal purposes...
Dare me now.
(i got my birth cert!)

For the one, who took my precious wallet...
You wait. You took my memories. You took what i treasured most.
YOU!!!! don't even leave a way out for me.

Because you took away my precious.
Because you took away the thing i treasure most.
As much as i am reluctant.
as much as i am being educate not to.
As much as my religion disallow.
As much as my thai reglion disagree.

MAY... YOU BURN IN HELL!

i believe in karma.
i believe in good and bad.
the moment you decide to take it.
you better be prepared to suffer it.

I CURSE.
I SWEAR.
if you have a conscience, give me back what i deserve.

IF NOT, MAY YOU BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry ar. but i have to add on ar. cause i feel damn sad for the one who stole.
you don't have a conscience.
i bet you failed badly in your secondary hao gong min. (oh sorry. you didn't even complete your nursery. my fault.)

Your upbringing is so sad to even mention.
Do you even have a proper family to grow up with?
or do you belong to those whose parents are filthy rich yet you're not given a single love and concern?
Tell me tell me!
Tell me which you belong to?!

maybe after what you've confessed, i may give you a chance to go primary school yo?

Peace peace and more peace! Cheers!

2009-06-04T05:36:00.006+08:00

Probably it's because we've grown up.
Maybe it was just a misunderstanding all the while.
Perhaps all of us learnt how to let go,
or rather different perceptions during different stages of life.

And because of all these wonderful emotions that came by,
we learnt.
we accept.
we forgive.
we compromise.

Celebrate. Shall we?!

ps: because we know we all deserve a 2nd chance (gerald taught me that).

WE.... are all FRIENDS!

why skype ar? my first try.

2009-05-30T01:32:00.006+08:00

I am being forced to use this application.
Gerald and kaew msn me on individual windows, at the same time to bug me to dl.
and that's not enough, they conference another window to ask me to get skype.
I got a total of 3 blinking windows to ask me skype.

I went to shower when downloading skype.
When i'm done and ready for action,
Gerald asked us to talk first and went to bathe.
Bao decided to go bathe 5mins after gerald.
Kaew decided to do the same 1min after bao.
THEY ALL ASK ME TO WAIT AND CANNOT HANG UP.
Gerald went first and was the last to be back. But what's new right? ha.

Gerald was robo cop. I think she's too far away. But she's human again after she got the latest version of skype. (which she complained that it's difficult to use while kaew claims it's easy.)
I was speechless when kaew and bao can keep on repeating "robo cop robo cop robo cop robo cop....." the moment gerald's connection got problem until it gets well. I mean we're in a middle of a topic then they can immediately stop and go "robo cop" when they sense gerald's connection got some problem. hahaha.

Kaew kept farting even though bao said she should fart finish before she bathe. Gerald concluded that bao's theory doesn't work.

Bao demanded for me to say HELLO every 5mins to ensure my presence and reminded me that we're all not sitting at a cafe chilling.

Jane only know how to laugh and get all excited about japan and porn and love hotels.

Bao ordered macs.
Gerald call delivery and was noise to us because while we're trying to talk, we heard,
"Hello...... sdjrcnrlciu..... 062 omelette omelette....crniucrcev.... yes omelette omelette.....dbhgfdhg"
I went to heat up my hokkien mee shortly after and got scolding from them cause they said i eat very long, got endless hokkien mee to eat, eat then cannot talk etc...

It was something fun on a friday night although all of us are home.
We made it through a whole good 3 hour conversation. =)

random

2009-05-29T06:02:00.002+08:00

Had a great time catching up with the sacians at peiling's wedding dinner. smiles and laughters as always. we missed last year's christmas gathering so it's been a year and a half. Great to hear news that a couple more of them are getting married this year and next. Feeling abit old and left out. haha. oh. and met a few husbands of theirs.

tonight i saw a different definition of friendship. a black crow that flock together with birds of a different kind. i shall narrate this in the next entry.

Tired now.

Copy Copy Copy!!!!

2009-05-25T00:27:00.002+08:00

Kon Jai Ngai - Ice.
i don't understand why they must copy.
Make it better if you copy.
It sucks lor.

Dai Yin Mai - Endorphine
This one also!
Don't do it if they can't make it better than the original!
I bet there's alot more of chinese versions from thai.
Irritates me quite abit because these are my favourites.

TSK!

tears and rain and water drops

2009-05-17T05:15:00.006+08:00

"ni bu yao dian FEN XIANG. wo yi ding ku!"

Indeed. Kaew started. Everyone followed.
Lian, jane, vern, bao and me. So funny. We teared.

And i thought better of you. ha.
childish.

All in all, if i ever get swine pls look for sheryl seah. The lollipop with more than a dozen different kinds of DNA! She forced me!!!!!!

Sil is out of hospital. finally. Been a month and 20k, heard from dad.
But yay! we're gonna get Honda stream today!!!!!!!! Woohoo!

Emo-ing over nothing

2009-05-05T21:33:00.004+08:00

I listen to this song until i became emo.

There's no words to describe how much i love this. REALLY REALLY love.

My all time fav though i can't sing it at ktv.

this lyrics is good la...

The day i went for a Virtual Haircut

2009-04-19T05:46:00.003+08:00

For friends that haven't tried this before, pls USE EAR/HEAD PHONES ONLY. So pluck them into your ears now.
Cause speakers DOESN'T bring you to a Virtual Haircut!!!
ps: close your eyes while enjoying....

Virtual Haircut Put your headphones on (audio).

I tell you. I actually exchanged conversations with that guy on audio and pulled my earphones out at the last part cause i got freaked out as it was so real........(and only at the last part) heh.

mambo jumbo rewind

2009-04-09T18:11:00.004+08:00

Planned for winebar last night and ended up in zouk.
Been 2 years I THINK, since the last time i went mambo.
Karyn and i revived our mambo times when i was 18. hahaha.
Haven't enjoyed mambo so much since then.
We did our same old shit with "go west" with the one hand each then combine form a W thing.
Then to my fav "blame it on the boogie". Damn shiok too.
We were mamboing at the usual spot, with quite a few other mambo fans. Which makes everyone's mood go higher.
One whole line mamboing. That's the best thing to experience on mambo nights. Haha.
Oh gerald! i think caryn can cha cha perfectly with you lor!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
And karyn makes the best partner in mambo. =)

Another thing to mention, because of gerald and jane, the whole world now is playing MAFIA WARS.
They infected us with this virus.
Once start, cannot stop.
Gerald will like msn you to ask you join her family cause she wants to buy weapons or properties and say that you can don't play but just join.
End up everyone will just continue to play.
All jane and gerald's fault!
Now i'm so addicted, the first thing i wake up is mafia wars.
Karyn and i even discuss mafia wars on the phone.
This is really bad.
I must quit this addiction!
Discussing strategies on how to play better on msn....
Vern asked me how to kill the boss, say the boss very irritating, got guai lan face, die also must kill him.
Every afternoon talked to karyn on the phone and msn to discuss mafia.
Even want to bring laptops out to mafia together.
Discuss discuss until DUBAI with gerald....
"-_-

I want to use my chain guns and kill you!
hahahahhaa..........

A new experience at Sentosa

2009-04-06T01:29:00.004+08:00

I went Sentosa quite unwillingly because of work.
It was with BH management and a few of their regulars.
Yup. And so with caryn and karyn, we went thinking what time we should go off.
We weren't expecting much.

The afternoon started with carring lots of bbq stuffs to tanjong beach.
And well, all of us knew we couldn't cook there but they still wanna risk. shrugs.
1 kaegan and 2 medium black dogs(i didn't ask what breed but the rest called them "in du gou"), karyn and i had fun exhausting ourselves with them.
THEY CAN REALLY RUN WITH US.
Best thing is, i can't rem when is the last time i actually wrestle with my friends on the beach, played silly games and all.
Total exercise.
Oh! games like you have to turn yourself 20rounds then race to the finishing line to grab this victory flag. hahahha. FUN.
And playing frisbee having kaegan as the "monkey".
I swear to outrun a kaegan isn't easy, esp when you didn't manage to catch the frisbee and you have to do a dash followed by a dive to make sure she doesn't get it first. Phew.
But sorry la, i think i screamed abit so that i can have the turbo turned on to win her. Heh.
Kaegan can be a really good companion. Hahahha.
She just ran round and round wherever the frisbee went.

(i want to add in that while we're playing under the sun, caryn is wearing her shades, hiding below this big tree, folding her arms, faning herself with a stack of paper plates somewhere 100m away from us. Alone. nod.)

Then they started bbq-ing and took out a stove and pan which surprised me.
They did it the western/italian way. Mussels, clams, veg, crayfish, big prawns, lamb etc!
they cooked the seafood with white wine, garlic, chilli padi, butter and don't know wat else. DAMN SHIOK.
These people know really how to cook la i tell you!
It's entertaining to see them cooking out on the beach with a stove and pan.
A moment of blessing when you're just out there playing beach games and the aroma of delicious food in the making, just keeping drifting to you.
While playing the vietnam chantak, greedy us each had a beer on the left hand and a huge lamb shang on the right. Munching and gulping while kicking.
I have seriously never done this kinda thing before. Bbq yes, but not straight out cooking with a stove and pan!

The evening took it to a higher point when it started to rain.
To karyn and i, our natural reaction is, "eh rain alr, faster pack up and go alr. Faster!"
To our surprise, everyone just moved their things in to the shelter and continue to do whatever they are doing. Like bringing dogs to swim, continue cooking, drink beer, talk rubbish as though the sun still shine.
We were all drenched and nobody cares!
So, in rome do what the romans do, i starting picking up freshly cooked food and opening cans of beer.
When night came, we just sat down and play some card games with never ending of booze.
I asked karyn this question, "When was the last time we did something like this?! When was the last time we had so much fun? All we do is sit there to laze and tan. Read, or play some poker. And the thing is, those people are not even close to us!"

When i got home, i told caryn that i am so exhausted that i couldn't even move but i can't fall asleep cause you know, like kids, when they had too much activities and fun earlier on, they just couldn't get to sleep at night? Yea. It happened to me.

To end it all, i woke up this morning having muscle ache from almost every part of my body.
Calve muscles, inner thigh and my BUTT muscles hurt the most la!
i think it came from those dashes and splits i had to do!
More shiok than those i got from playing wii. hahaha.

let's play Charades!

2009-03-25T18:30:00.004+08:00

We had a long night playing charades.
it was going on fine until cass all left.
kaew bao caryn and i started to get cranky under the influence of alcohol and probably worn out cause it's alr 4am in the morning.

kaew and bao a team. caryn and i another.
we continued the topic on people.
i've got so many hilarious moments to share but i guess i'll just pick the best out of each.
ps: all these made me laugh until i think i need my inhaler

Scene 1:
kaew acting to bao.
topic: Shoe Maker

kaew took off her shoe and tried VERY hard to act like she's mending the shoe or something.
All bao could make out is "SHOE! SHOE! SHOE!"
kaew: Shoe WHAT?! SHOE WHAT?!?!?!?!
bao: SHOE you peng!!!!!!! HIS ENGLISH NAME!!!!!

Scene 2:
bao acting to kaew.
topic: George Bush

bao acted well enough to let kaew know that it's a US president that is before obama and after clinton.
kaew: shit man. i know i know. the one after clinton before obama one. but i forgot alr! shit man! tsk.
next moment bao is standing up and doing the fucking action (like all guys do the pumping way) with the help of the table.
Her intention is actually to tell kaew, it's PUSH. (which sounds like BUSH)
After pondering for awhile....
kaew: PONG!

Scene 3:
caryn acting to me.
topic: Osama

caryn tried very hard to make me have an idea but all i could make out is O_MA
me: O what MA?! wah lao eh!
me: O MA MA!
me: O WO DE MA!
me: O NI DE MA!
me: O TA DE MA!
by this time, i really really very irritated alr. cause i die also cannot make out what she's doing!
then suddenly...
me: O Kay MA?!?!?!
immediately bao and kaew together: NI OKAY MA?!?!?!
they couldn't stop laughing for quite awhile after this shit O Kay MA came out.

Scene 4:
caryn acting to me again.
topic: Andy Lau

okay i brought this up because we're all impressed with caryn on acting out andy lau.
she acted like an ant.
me: ANT!
then she point to the floor and signal to me it's in chinese.
me: DI!
and lastly she acted as an old man and signal it's in chinese.
me: LAO REN!
me: LAO BEIBEI!
me: okay okay! LAO!
with her help to put these single words together, friends, pls pronounce together with me...
me: ANT DI LAO.....(the di and lao you must pronounce like how you'd say floor and old in chinese)
everyone clapped!

Sweep all the bad luck away!

2009-03-16T14:25:00.007+08:00

This is shi jianping. my sec sch mate.
we stopped in the middle of CTE so that he could puke.
we only had 2 towers of beer. that's all.....
anyway, we had a gathering earlier with steven and yun kai.
and carol put aeroplane due to work.

sorry. lazy to rotate the pic but these are my tools for cwo.

and me in the vest.
pls hor. not that i don't have face to put my face in the photo but it's that my face is peeling damn badly and it's very ugly that's why i didn't take my face.

CWO actually is not a big deal. cause people are so used to it alr that they don't even give a shit about you sweeping rubbish in their neighbourhood. i guess it's an experience to me and i had fun. really. i made friends with 17 other people. half younger than me, half older. i could stand under a tree to get some shade and sweep the dry leaves for an hour or more. i picked one leave a time with the fork broom into the dustpan. there's this uncle doing cwo too, walked up to me and said,"ni de ye zi sao bu wan de hor?"
I laughed and replied,"uhuh, yi pian yi pian man man sao la. Deng yi xia feng yi cui, you ke yi sao le!"
and the wind really came and blew the leaves down.

Whenever the officer come to me and ask me not to stay in the same area, i'll just move to the next tree. i think he's so pissed with me lor.
i'll play songs from my hp while working and i look like those blanglas. to make it worse, my tan really made me look like one road sweeper. (oh, taxi drivers have been talking to me in malay ever since i came back from tioman. thrice alr.) the one piece to make it perfect is blangla songs.
after a while i think i'm good with using the fork broom. even cig bud i also can use that and pick into my dustpan. haha..
3hours blink blink eye over alr.
and because we're not allowed to smoke during the 3hours, the whole lot of 17people took out their cigs immed after we returned the tools and said "ohh... we can litter again lo!!!"
the Nea officers just shook their heads.....

Tioman trip was good other than i got stung by jelly fish and other living things which cause my eye to swell until like bao punch me that time. damn bad. The corals are so much nicer than phuket. So peeps, if you're looking for a nice snorkeling trip, don't go to places where tsunami hit. like phuket etc... the corals there are all grey grey white white, or dead. damn sad. For tioman, you can actually see brillant colours!

One Bad News And Double Happiness
my only grandparent left standing rested her legs 2days ago.
my aunt said that she kept tearing on her last moments but she left peacefully.
i was at st joseph church early morning yesterday waiting for her to arrive and all.
the atmosphere is more like a gathering for all of us rather than grieving over the loss.
probably everyone expected it. she didn't pass away because of illness but like what my dad said "lao si"
so everyone took it quite well. btw, she's 87 years old.

on the same day when we're rushing to the church, my bro broke the news to me that my sister in law is 5months pregnant!
AND IT IS GONNA BE 2 BABY GIRLS!
OMG!!!!!!
i'm gonna be gu gu in another 2-3 months time! since my bros said it's gonna be premature!
Katelyn Ng and Kasia Ng! (my bro said it must be K and K cause they're gonna be born at KK hospital!)
I told him about vernia and her bro and we had a good laugh... heh. vern, not laughing at you but how my bro actually had the same thinking as your parents. haha.
He's the 1st in my dad and mum's hierarchy that got twins la!
i got babIES! i got babIES!
after 5 years of trying, he finally got what he wants, and it came in a pair! so god is fair! god left him childless for years and gave him twins! hahahhaha.....
my bro told me that now he got kids alr, have to buy car and all. and probably a MVP cause he might want a 3rd kid. a boy. haha. and we discussed abt the delivery fees and all. 10 over thousands for 2 kids and on top of that, premature will cause more. then i suggested to him that he should pay by installments.
anyway, you don't know how happy my dad is. now all we hope for is the health and smooth delivery of Katelyn and Kasia!

Singapore Entertainment Awards 2009

2009-03-08T14:40:00.003+08:00

These videos are for sok han and bao who couldn't make it for the E-awards.

It's in order. He recieved awards, then sing gao xiao followed by ge zhong qiang shuo.

And i cannot stop watching his hot shot dance. I told vern for that period of time that he's out till end, i feel like i'm wearing a dress all of a sudden. yea...

All my love to zhi xin for the 2 tickets! xoxoxo.

Growing Up

2009-03-05T01:05:00.003+08:00

As you can see... FEVER.
But still so cute hor?!
I can see his double chin....hahaha

Look damn cute and grown up.
Like xiao da ren!

His forever mesmerising smile once again captured...
I love it when he smile like this.

The mother say wanna bring him to support me when i go sweep floor on the 14th.
But i refused though i'll love to see him cause i didn't want to leave a bad impression on him. WAHAHAHA....
Anyway, Kriston has an account on facebook. hahaha.
To add him, simply type, Kriston Tang. =)

And i wanna share a conversation karyn and i had last night.
Reason being, i cannot imagine i actually said such a thing.

Scene: We're watching some video on sea expedition.
K: Eh let's go rent a yacht and i can drive out to sea.
A: Okay!
K: But one thing is i'm not very sure about the directions and all, what if we go out of boundaries and meet some pirates?
A: (kept silence)
K: You know when you meet pirates out there, they'll actually take everything from you? Including your boat as well...
A: Huhhhh.... then they just throw us into the sea?
K: Don't know, maybe give us one life boat lor....and worse thing is they give us ONE peddle only. Then sure die one lor. How to peddle? How ar?
A: Orh...errr.... CALL JOHNNY DEPP!!!

Spare Me!

2009-02-26T14:32:00.003+08:00

Ar bo you guys just spare me and give me a break lor!!!!!!!!!!

I just want my first event to go well.
Stop creating trouble for me!
Stop bullying me when my partner is not around!
Stop taking advantage of me just because i'm new to this field!
Stop instructing me to pass you MY event's money!
Stop threatening me by saying you won't allow me to hold my event if i can't produce a contract of events!
Enough of threatenings!
File police case and all!
Shit you la!
You better Stop eating our money!
We worked our asses off for those events and you did nothing!
Give us back what we deserve!
We'll fight it out with you!
But before my partner is back, i guess i'll have to do it alone.... and the meeting is in an hours time.
-breathe in, breathe out-
Alac, don't be scared now.
You can do it!

My Birthday Entry, Make A Wish

2009-02-14T18:45:00.006+08:00

(Vern, i've been longing for this pic to be uploaded so that i can blog this entry man. Thanks! like finally!)

i've always been thinking when will these 5 ever meet up together once again and have a good picture taken. I told Gerald my wish for this birthday is to have a picture of 5 again. Not one less.
3 out of 5 are carving their own careers in different countries and i think to even have them all back at the same time is almost impossible. But still, they made it happened and my wish is granted.

Though we had our tough times and we can really have different views sometimes, with squabbles and all, i guess secretly in our hearts, we still care for one another. No matter what happens, the bond is always there. We can never part. And none of us will bear to give this up. Cause it'll hurt so bad. All of us know it. Maybe it's fated.

That's why ALMOST 10yrs down the road for us, i really want to say this in Alac's very own style. (don't laugh or say i throw face k. cause it's just me!)

I want to shout aloud!
BACKSTREET'S BACK, ALRIGHT!

Can i can i? Can i say this?!
Bao, probably you know the pose for this action. hahaha.
Ar bo you teach us can?!
Then we force the rest to do with us esp Gerald, who is always the most difficult to handle when it comes to such things.
And all of us will do together and laugh together and get silly together and create another set of memories to reminisce.....

Sak Yant, i want to share

2009-01-16T16:51:00.007+08:00

I am so into it that i spent 9hrs straight to research on this art.

สักยันต์ - Sak Yant; Sak - meaning "to tap" or, "to tattoo", and Yant, meaning "Yantra"
Originally derived from the Sanskrit word "YANTRA".

Since hundreds, if not thousand or more years, were Thai and Khmer warriors renowned and feared for the magical markings tattooed on their skin.
These markings known as Sakyant, were a mix of Buddhist psalms and prayers, and shamanistic spells and sorcery that had survived the Religious transition from the pre-Buddhist era and been incorporated in the belief system of the newlyborn Buddhist countries. Since the days of King Nareswon, Thai soldiers have sought protection in the power of sak yant and the wearing and praying to of amulets.

In the Korean, Vietnam and second world wars, the Thai soldiers were nicknamed "Taharn Phee" (ghost soldiers), by the allied forces, because of their sak yant tattoos and amulets.

Angelina Jolie made a come back after she sak yant the 5 scriptures.
The 5 scriptures say something like "i am beautiful. May all attention come to me. i will shine in the crowd. People around me will like me and stand by my side.
Soon after she put the 5 scriptures, she went ahead to do the tiger at her lower back.

This is the ceremony of "Bai Shi". Having that sak yant on me makes me his disciple. He will chant while doing the tattoo and after doing too. Then he'll seal the chants and blessings in my tattoo. While doing that, i must together, chant with him.

Funny thing is, i didn't bleed and the pain goes away shortly after. Like after an hour. And i swear you can hit me on the tattoo real hard and i don't feel any pain. It's like the tattoo has alr healed. Except that it's abit swollen.

And my nightmares became happy dreams..... =)

Something To Share....

2008-12-05T18:58:00.002+08:00

Friends, i had a great time laughing!
Hope you guys will enjoy this too!
It's hilarious!

The Things PEOPLE Actually SAY!!!!

Question: If you could live forever, would you and why?
Answer: 'I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because if we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever,' --Miss Alabama in the 1994 Miss USA contest.(On September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995.)

"Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff.' --Mariah Carey

'Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life,'-- Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for federal anti-smoking campaign .

'I've never had major knee surgery on any other part of my body,'-- Winston Bennett, University of Kentucky basketball forward.

'Outside of the killings, Washington has one of the lowest crime rates in the country,' --Mayor Marion Barry, Washington, DC.

'That lowdown scoundrel deserves to be kicked to death by a jackass, and I'm just the one to do it,' --A congressional candidate inTexas.

'Half this game is ninety percent mental.' --Philadelphia Phillies manager, Danny Ozark

'It isn't pollution that's harming the environment. It's the impurities in our air and water that are doing it.' --Al Gore, Vice President

'I love California. I practically grew up in Phoenix.'-- Dan Quayle

'We've got to pause and ask ourselves: How much clean air do we need ?'--Lee Iacocca

'The word 'genius' isn't applicable in football. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein.' --Joe Theisman, NFL football quarterback & sports analyst.

'We don't necessarily discriminate. We simply exclude certain types of people.' -- Colonel Gerald Wellman, ROTC Instrutor.

'Your food stamps will be stopped effective March 1992 because we received notice that you passed away. May God bless you. You may reapply if there is a change in your circumstances.' --Department of Social Services, Greenville, South Carolina

'Traditionally, most of Australia's imports come from overseas.' --Keppel Enderbery

'If somebody has a bad heart, they can plug this jack in at night as they go to bed and it will monitor their heart throughout the night. And the next morning, when they wake up dead, there'll be a record.' --Mark S. Fowler, FCC Chairman

Our Prince, Kriston Tang

2008-12-02T18:58:00.008+08:00

Handsome boy loves to listen to retro...
He laughs his way through when i sing them..
Future Mambo King leh!

He is a photocopy of his father.

You know the difference between with attachment experience and without?

Bao definitely look like she went through some trainings before, during her attachment days.
Hahahahaha!
In her eyes, kriston's chinese name is DENG XIAO PING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-_-"

And for me, i think i need to sign up with some established company for attachment.... I THINK.
(He looked crushed under my care)

He likes people to keep talking to him.

And he loves to talk back in high pitch.

He BURPED out loud!

Bao wants to RENT him once a week...

Vern ar, good luck!

hahahahaha....

BIG BAD WOLF!

2008-11-24T17:39:00.003+08:00

Vern said she wants to SHOW off!
So i told her we shall STAGE and SHOW off together!

WARNING!
People, never never ever purchase any imitations of STAGE products though the designs can be REALLY tempting!
Keep off Bugis Village etc if you think you can't resist!

Alternatively,
DO NOT let Vern and I know.
You don't know what trouble you're getting into.

//I CANT BEAR TO WEAR IT!!!!!!

Appreciation Class

2008-11-23T06:19:00.013+08:00

Okay. Now a track back to our ABC days when we're being taught of the word" APPRECIATION"

Appreciation only comes in when a friendship/relationship is involoved.
Regardless the length of relationship.

So now, my thoughts are damn simple.
I can do anything, everything within my limits as long as i feel i'm being APPRECIATATED.
Even if, for a long lost friend.
Even if, for a new found friend.
Even if, for a 8year friend who doesn't know what i've been offering.

All i ever need is a sincere appreciation.
Nothing more do i need, not in material wise.

A simple sentence " She's our friend"
Do i have the obligations?
Or am i just stuck in the curse that once a group, always one?
I seriously do not mind.
But, have she ever made me feel that way?
For all the things i've done, Appreciate or not?!

Gerald, Bao. I'll dive in anything for you guys.
Because i know i'll be APPRECIATED and returned in every other ways.
And no matter what happens, you guys will always not forget to remind me that i'm a part of you.

Friends treat each other with mutual respect.
One of the ways to respect is to discuss everything together before they decide on something.
They'll share their views and ask others what they think of this.
And not to conclude and command/demand others to do what they think is the best for the group.
If he asks, other parties will feel better about the whole issue cause their views weigh.
And in turn, it'll be much easier to convince them to accept his point.
If he commands, other parties will feel obligated and therefore raised further issues.
It's like a leader who came up with a perfect plan and ask his followers to execute it.
We do not need a leader.
And we're not his followers.
All we need is a friend who is willing to listen to us, respect our views and what we think about his perfect plan.
I mean these are all basics of friendships, no?

Everything aside, A random note.
Cel, i'm not those kind to take back their words.
But i hope you realised what digressed into this situation.
I hope you can understand i'm not directing at you or kk.
I treasure our friendship.

Orientus @ 21st Nov 08.
=)

I found this!

2008-11-14T01:20:00.000+08:00

Drake's idea.
"Eh we try to frown and smile at the same time!"

Gerald is making good preparations for Dubai on halloween 2006.....

Wahahahahha......

Home Again

2008-11-10T22:23:00.002+08:00

It's been 6months since i stepped in.
I wonder who will still chance upon this.
However it is, why nobody tell me can sign up VODAFONE leh?!?!

It's less than 30bucks per month and can surf everywhere!
Better than broadband or those wireless shit la.
So expensive and i seldom use.

This is it la. Best for me.
And then i realised some of my friends are also using this. Just that diff service provider.
But why everytime i complain to them that i don't have internet at home, noone suggested me to get this?!?! And everyone just naturally thought that i don't have computer.
Angry lor.

I wanted to sign up with ST like my hp line but i realised i can't cause i owe ST PAGER bill la!
This bad debt is near 10 years ago.
ST didn't send court letter or reminder.
Probably it's just less than 100...but still!
Whatever la, carol and i both agreed that i shouldn't pay since they decided to leave it.
But i cannot sign up any services under them unless i pay up. hahaha
And so my hp line is always under Mr Ng.

So vodafone is M1. haha.

I cannot upload pics to facebook.
it's driving me nuts.

Gerald

2008-05-31T16:01:00.010+08:00

This entry is for you...

Back in 1998 in the class of 3/7, i got to know you.
You brought me together with shi, mong, carol and all who, together, with you gave me the most memorable secondary school life.
We'll do silly things together, cheat in tests and exams, screwed up F&N classes and had DDR at marina south after school.
Hahahaha.
We even called ourselves "Dance Maniac". Rem???!!!! Er xinggggggggg!!!!
I have to apologised for always taking up your time during zhuo wen period by asking you endless chinese words and caused you to unable to complete your work at the end of the lesson!
I even remembered your gf called angel. Hehehehe. Okay. Random.

Through the last 2 years, you pulled me out with the Sacians and i haven't thanked you enough for doing that.
Not because of you, i wouldn't have met the most wonderful people like Sok han, Steph and all. =)
And thank you for my first gf ar. Hahahaha.
(Okay, let's not mention about you teaching me how to smoke when we were 15. Ahem!)

And when you went into NYP, and me another school, we'll still hang out like before.
This time, we tried something very different.
You introduced me to Taka Square and gave me an eye opener.
I saw fights every Sat without fail and i think that's when we started the -everyone is our enemy, everyone hates us- thing.
Hung out at Boat Quay, Taps. Exclusive. Lighthouse etc.
Techno drives us crazy man! Yo Ar Yo!!!

Along the way through Taka, I had a botak head and you got bandana head!!!!! Both of us had a new found friend who is call Beer. Surname, Alcohol.
I got to know Kaew through a friend in taka and i brought her to you!
She used to be don't know how good in drinking la!
I don't know if she acted meng don't wanna lose face in front of new friends but she REALLY can drink.
Now like.........Tsk.

Oh, not forgetting Bao who we got to know during Taka as well. Hahaha.
I remembered we'll always go watch her soccer trainings and all.
Then bottoms up one mug of beer will actually sent her off to the roadside to puke. At Marina Square the cafe... I forgot what's the name. Damn. Our hang out eh.
Anyway, the fighter one week don't fight will kill her i think.
But now, she prefers to keep her fists in the pocket unless needed.

Drake came into the picture because of lion king and frequent Billy's with us almost every night.
She taught us how to MJ, we taught her how to play pool.
Old airport road was our training ground and we discovered Monks.

Monks was our playground for a number of years and that was when we found The Boys.
Pieces of our teenager lives were picked up from there and i swear i had lived that stage to the fullest.

Ups and downs we've been through and i guess it is because of all these events that bonded us closer than ever.
Though we're world's apart now, i am glad to know that our friendship still stand as strong.

Xie xie ni dui wo de patience.
Ni gei wo yong wu zhi jing de ai.
Ni de kuan hong da liang.
Hai you bao gui de yi jian.

On this 10th year anniversary, I got nothing more to give you other than this entry filled with love, graditude, sweet memories and warmth.

Xi wang ze ge entry you gan dong du.
Gam xia zhue zhue.

I want more 10years with you baby!!!!!!!!!!!
I am the lucky one.

Your Brother Always,
Alac.

AXIOO - Our own local brand for laptops - Please Support

2008-05-22T18:30:00.006+08:00

I don't know why i'm here selling laptops.... shrugs.
All i know is to surf the net and be a handsome vase.

I got molested by this flirty vietnamese lady (got pinched on the cheek etc) when i counted one to ten in vietnamese to her when she purchased a Sony camera. I counted aloud not to show off but rather to tell her the price in vietnamese because of language barrier. She got so entertained she kept wanting to introduce boys to me and constantly asking am i married?!?! Lastly, before she left, she said, " Why are you a girl?! "
I also want to know.

I don't know what title to put

2008-05-04T14:52:00.004+08:00

Rates For Guitar Hero III.

Cine - 10 bucks per hour for a player
15 bucks per hour for two

Cathay - Haven't check out yet. But this place serves alcohol after 6pm. Heh.

Apparently they only have 2 guitars so you'll have to book time slots.(this game is hot)
Guitar Hero is compatible with almost all game consoles so i guess Rock Band isn't restricted to PS3 only.

Rock Band US version is out with their hot favourites like RHCP etc.

I can own my own STAGE collection soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ears the Bunny (he so adorable i wish i can post his pictures!) MAUD N LIL.com

2008-04-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

100% soft ORGANIC cotton toys for little people. "In this box is a baby animal who is abit shy and loves to nuzzle and nestle in warm places like next to you in bed. He has a soft brushed coat and is really squidgey. To give him a bath, he doesn't mind going into the washing machine but only as hot as 40c. Afterwards he might be abit dizzy so let him dry naturally and then give him a BIG hug." i've got a blue OPEN SEASON BUNNY to join the family on my bed! Wee! So funny, the instructions! I love! Xie xie!

Rain Rain go AWAY!

2008-04-12T12:20:00.002+08:00

Go away! i want to earn money! it's sat man!
Roadshow have to close due to thunderstorm.
Queen and i got nothing to do so we decided to wahjong.
Think on the bright side, we're being paid to sit down to smoke and play games. nod.

I want to bridge but i scared i'll meet people like kaewlulu.
Will scold people one.

Hungry alr. we're gonna buy lunch. (but how? no umbrella.)
shrugs.

(actually Vaio quite nice to use eh.)

My first try! And you'll succeed if you put your heart to it.

2008-04-09T04:52:00.000+08:00

I want to be the proudest person for the day because i just fixed the TWINHEAD laptop! Since i cannot sleep, i decided to give my attention to it. From initial unable to boot up, to pri harddisk error, to boot device not found, to cd/dvd error, all done! Without any recovery sw! my god i cannot believe that i've actually done it. Thanks to 3 years in IT! All my friends said the harddisk spoilt, no cure but i did it in 3hours. And i've save on the repair fees! I'm a geek. Haha. I know you like. Smirks!

Totally yours

2008-04-08T05:19:00.000+08:00

Give your garden the freedom of choice to express itself and it'll reward you with a fine display of weeds and natural chaos. Give it no choice but to grow those things that you plant and you stand a chance of being the lucky winner of a prize for best kept garden. It comes down to a matter of choosing which is a better prize. I have faith that you'll make the right decision. Cheers.

Down on luck? Am i?

2008-03-31T04:22:00.000+08:00

Luck, bad and good, will always be with us and either way comes to us at a cost. The intelligent who recognize this accept luck in whatever shape or form it comes. The less intelligent among us accept only the good luck and see bad luck as an abandonment. After all these recent episodes,i've learnt. When we blame the consequences of our own risky behavior upon bad luck,we're doing nothing more than avoiding responsibility for our actions. At times such as these,it's not luck that lets us down but ourselves.

My Life Will Be Judged and Ruined

2008-02-24T23:29:00.007+08:00

Ahhhh.... yes. My darting place.
Now Kaew also addicted.
She will recieve good training from us.

Just another night at Discovery.
I look fat with double chin. Why ar?!

What are we doing leh???!
Nobody can answer.
Only thing i know,
we were drunk!
(Anyway, that's me qq and kaew)

On a happier note, for my 25years of life, i've nv strike anything with sg pools, or probably not even lucky draws. (my lovely friends can vouch for that...)
So on the ang bao toto, i won 20dollars. HA!
And don't know who are the fuckers who keep telling me toto must strike 5numbers then can get money. I don't know throw away how many winning tickets with 4numbers la!!!!!!!! No wonder my luck isn't there.

Some thoughts strike my mind on sat while i locked myself up in my dark room staring into space for more than 18hours without food and drink and not answering any one's calls.

How many first times we'll actually do encounter during the period we're alive?
I realised, it isn't true that as we get older, our first times become lesser.
Instead, it's never ending.
Because there're so many things to do/try that given a life of a 100 years wouldn't be enough.
Or how about putting it this way, at different stages of life, we'll have new sets of first times.
(while i was blogging this, sheryl love called from perth! and she said i was the 1st person she called once she landed. haha. how sweeeettt.)
Okay, back to the issue.
Ya, so all of you know that i'll always say: aiya, everything also must try one time ma!
Right.

So apparently, i've sorted out that there're some FIRST TIMES i don't wish to try AT ALL. (but it's all too late) I've tried them all....
1. drink driving and get caught.
2. Heavy fine, a few thousands, and license suspension, at least 12months.
3. Attend court.
4. Retake driving test.
5. Blow breathe analyzer for 12346579 times i wanna asthma.
6. Start planning for my 2months old car.
7. Emotionally and mentally affected. Simple as depression.
Judgement day: 12march2008

I'm quite positive about quitting alcohol.
Don't ask.
And i'm serious.

Deathnote! Watch Out!

2008-02-16T05:16:00.006+08:00

Fuck. A long waited movie!
The anima made me lunch in every single day in T-est 2 years back.
The first movie had me hung over and craving for more, a year ago.
Now that the 2nd half came, i feel i want to die waiting for it to open.

This Deathnote is so damn good i recommend to everyone here!
I don't want L to die!!!!!!!!!!!! No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It felt as though those harry potter fans waiting for the movie. Haha.
I want to bring my deathnote to the movie.

I have to comment that the edison issues had caused levis problems and in turn stressed my gf out with the faqs she had to handle with the media.
Bad edison. Tsk tsk tsk.

Sidenote, Cheers to valentines day. Heh.
Good food. Great day. Chinese Garden.
Nothing more to ask for.
With you ard.

ps i love you :)

Darting Darts

2008-02-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

Apart from the lovely presents i've recieved from my wish list, i've got something i didn't thought of.

A set of BLUE darts. And i swear they cost near a hundred.
They came as a surprise and i was really delighted.
I love you Mr Manfred!

I have to thank my friends who participated in the competition though they're kinda unwilling to.
So now all the 7 friends have their own sets of darts too!

Lastly, i have to thank you guys again for making my wishes come true!
You guys ROCK!

For pictures, please go to: Alac's Quarter Life Crisis. ( which is under sheryl's profile )
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=27116&id=679012101

Wish List 2008 - At Quarter Life

2008-01-23T14:17:00.000+08:00

Optimus Prime In Car. Shuai!

It took me a day to come up with this and it's all i can come up with.
There's really nothing much i need or want. For this period at least.

~~1. Gucci Rush - Sheryl and Jolin~~
~~2. Gucci Belt - Lian~~
3. Gucci Belt Again - I still want to choose myself
~~4. Car Vaccum - Karyn and group~~
~~5. Open Season(DVD) - Lian~~
6. PSP Slim

That's all la.
Cash will be good as well because i got a 200bucks fine from littering and 50bucks summon.

Maybe party at Target on the 2nd of feb?
Yeah, a place for dart throwing.
My new hobby.

I should bring this up.
Bao took the effort to make up for the steamboat session.
Gan dong.

//I shall keep my ears closed and eyes shut for awhile but don't go overboard.

It's Xmas!!! 15 Dec 2007! Pics of Steph's Wedding.

2007-12-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

Gerald, this video is specially made for you.

Cheers!

The making of optimus prime.

2007-12-05T03:15:00.000+08:00

Verna. I name it optimus prime. An easy car to start with. Around 53k. With sg flag alac ng A+ on the window. And probably lian goh A+ below. You have to be above 23 and off P plate to own a car. Insurance is 2k per year. Paid upon getting the car. Damn ex but Wow. I'm considered young to buy a car then! Can't wait. Can't wait! Up package to leather seats, body kit, sports rims and all. Be proud that i'm able to do this. Cause i am. Really. Before my birthday, optimus prime!

A dream come true

2007-11-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

Hello! Despite the fact that i've to give all my time to work, something's worth looking forward to finally. I'm getting myself a car for my 25th birthday as well as cny since they land on the same day! Getting a car at the age of 25 isn't too late right? Hahaha. To be able to drive my new car on feb 7th, i'll have to start researching now. Which, i'll start today by going to test drive my list of options. My virgin trip to test drive. Excited. Eeps. I'm serious about it man. Ps. Bao makes my heart ache.

2 become 4

2007-11-12T15:11:00.000+08:00

Did i mention that steph played her ROM video at the dinner?
And when we saw you, the whole table went, " EH! GERALD!!!!!!!!!!! "
Then we started talking about you. Hahaha.
Raine also inside la. Rem the fireworks at the esplanade?
And the fried prawn noodles. =)

It was relatively a tiring day.
I got to bring extra shirt and iron in the hotel la!
Will post pictures as soon as i get the photos from nellie and sok han.

On a side note.
Our group of 2, which is bao and I, will grow into 4 soon.
I hope. Hehehehehehe.
We steady steady single together and find partners together.
Bao is happy with me. So am I.
I can make her laugh almost anytime she's not feeling right.
So can she.
I really think wo de u mo gan has increased tremendously.
And bao is getting better at accepting new people in the group.
Bao is having fun with her and i'm so glad to see that.
Probably because she treats bao with care and concern too.
I don't know if anyone will understand what i'm saying but i don't care la huh.

I want to say, " wo xian zai guo de hen xing fu. Hen kai xin. "
I've never dream that this could be happening to me ever again.
Those feelings.
But it did.

Gerald, rem that time when you called and we talked about relationships?
You asked me don't. But i did.
And it's doing very well.
Please feel happy for me.

Today is my off day and i went down to great world to have lunch with her.
How many times have i make effort to walk up early and travel to someone's workplace just for lunch willingly?
All i know is to laze ard at home till evening.
shrugs.

People learnt from mistakes and become better.
Thank you.

We play showhand.
The stakes are high.
We take the risks.
And we'll see where it takes us...

Recruiting!

2007-11-04T16:04:00.000+08:00

Seeking a team of motivated butches interested in driving camera sales around the island on a full time basis.

The Job

- To promote camera sales of all brands

- Traveling required to roadshows and outlets

- No experience needed

- Training provided

- Basic pay: S$1,200

- Attractive commission

Requirements

- Minimum 16 years old

- Pleasant looking

- Singaporean/PR

- Able to communicate in English and Chinese

- Interest in cameras/photography an advantage

Interested applicants please send CV along with a photograph of yourself to Alac at alac.ng@gmail.com

Mon is OUR big day! Steph and Gab's traditional tea ceremony. Church wedding. Wedding dinner at Hilton!

2007-10-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

Gerald, i'll post alot of photos and videos k? We have to be at dover at 6am. Han and i don't know if we're the xiong di to go with gab or jie mei to stay with steph. Fan!!! She don't know to buy the flower bands for us. Haha. We got a room too! And mvp! We're bringing 2 sets of clothes to change. And gonna set our hair after church! Nel can stand beside gab instead cause of the evening gown she's wearing. Steph ask if it's the 3 of us getting married instead. Hahaha. My first gf will be there too. Hehehe.

Show them what butches can do!! Boss name it officially, Digital Force Butch Team. Which i think we'll suggest a better one. How abt DF Butch Force?

2007-10-23T21:19:00.000+08:00

Ricky's gonna COOK bee hoon for q and i tmr morning! So sweet! Anyway d force is gonna start recruiting butches to work full time n train them for shows to perform. Imagine you walk through a roadshow n see a team of 20, maybe scattered in diff brands, or just one brand. All butches. No guys, no ladies. Marketing strategy. We're suppose to start the recruiting. Butch power! R, q n i took a pic 2gether n boss put up on e office wall. He say he hopes to see it grow to 6 then 9 and so on. I'm sure it will! :)

Government Statistics Department

2007-10-21T14:17:00.000+08:00

My house has been chosen for this household expenditure survey. I've never done this for my 24years. My dad's first time as well. We have to carry a notebook issue by the government around to record our daily expenses for 2weeks. My dad's a big one. A4. Mine's like a yellow 555 notebook. I don't know how to write cig n alcohol expenses in. We have to even write where we spent those money. I brought e notebook ard but i haven't fill in anything yet. I don't know how..... Tsk.

Exhausted

2007-10-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

I'm having my dinner and definately falling asleep while eating. I feel my face is gonna smash into my hor fun any moment. I work changi at 6am to 3pm. Then straight to mustafa until 10. Not easy to work 14hours. Travelling time kills. No off since last week till mid NOV. But in a good way. In a good way. Alot more money.

2007-10-19T11:15:00.000+08:00

Change of hobby. From thai disco to lunar.
Lost interest in thai girls alr. Heh.
With hot beijing and shanghai band and local dancers.
There's one i like ALOT.
She is hot and sexy when she dance and she knows popping and locking!
Damn cool.

I'm gonna hang at lunar from now....

Finally i've added one black and one white jeans.
Got some colours in my closet.

Last call for Sg Airline Flight 464 to Dubai. I almost wanna dash into the plane.

2007-10-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

Wo De Bi Gu Square Le!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got a really very bad backside ache for sitting a way long journey to work by bus.
Not good.
I think i'll get piles.
Eeeeeeeeeee! ER XIN!

To be able to off work at 3pm, is something everyone will be envy about.
And to only able to stepped into your house at 6pm in the end???????????
This is how long my journey takes to airport and back.

work, reach home, sleep, dinner, sleep again, then work again.

I think rick is leading this kind of life too if i'm not wrong....

I'm following her footsteps.
I'll be working with her this thurs and fri airport.
Cheers!

Kbox 5th anniversary! So fast hor. 5 years down alr.
10 dollars nett all night long everyday since last sun to this thurs!
Free one drink!
Anyone?!

Photo Video time!!!!!!!

2007-10-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

Mini steamboat at Rajah Inn at Tiong Baru Plaza. I rem someone said it was good but can't rem who exactly. Btw, shiokkkkkkkkk until don't know where. Abit like the suntec convention center the steamboat hor?????

Tom yum, chicken and fish soup. We had them all!!!!

I know i'm a mountain turtle but i was really amazed when i saw this MP3 PLAYER at my workplace. Put on your cool shades and plungin to your fav music! POWER siaaaaaaaaaaaa.

If only it can play MP4 on those lenses. Watch your mv when you walk or take a long ride. Will come out soon maybe. Wah lau! Like ROBOCOP lor!

I was drunk when i took this pic. Can see from my eyes right? Small until ! And yea, this is my new hair. Everyone noticed it and gave praises. Trust me. I think I look good too. heehee. Probably because i had my dumbo elephant ears hidden. Hahaha.
I had a few jabs of self esteem. -smirk-

Soooooo, i'm gonna start work later at the airport and will be there quite often i guess. Any friends leaving town please let me know. They'll send you to the usual spot and i'll pick you up inside, turn back and wave byebye to them together! And of course, walk you to your gate and watch you board that plane. Hahahaha! I'll get beaten up soon. So zhuai!
Air crew friends, See ya!

Anyone wanna get tax free perfume let me know k? They say that's the only thing that we can bring out legally. I'll check it out later.
I am thinking of smuggling duty free cigs out.....

Lac zai had a fun time at work today playing SONY new feature in T200 and T70. THE SMILE SHUTTER.
In case some of you still didn't know, it's a feature whereby it'll automatically take a picture of you and your friends, when you lit a smile on your face.

Me: eh xiao leh
( Colleague put on a wide smile. )
Suddenly, the camera auto snapped.
Both of us: WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

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Me: zai xiao
( Colleague kept showing his white teeth. )
The camera snapped again.
Both of us: Hahahahahaha... Hen hao xiao!!!!

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Me: Eh yi zhi xiao!
( Colleague by this time got abit irritated by my persistence. So he gave a twitch at the corner of his mouth. )
The camera gave a flash within a split second.....
Both of us: Wahhhhhhhhhh.... zhe yang ye ke yi ar?! Ta hen li hai leh!!!!!

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Me, not giving up: Wei, ni bu yao xiao. Kan zhe bian.
( Colleague gave a damn sad face. The camera had no reaction other than having his face boxed up for face detection. I tried pressing the shutter, but it can't work. )
Me: okay okay, please please. Xiao zhui hou yi ci.
( Colleague changed his sad face to a gentle smile. )
The camera flashed immediately.
Both of us: NB!!!!!! Zhen de hen li hai leh!!!!!!

We kept asking people to xiao until the customers gave us weird looks. So funny!

I want to buy T70.

Listen carefully to what gerald say.
" Ni men liang ge chee bye mei you xi jiao gan zai wo chuang shang tiao!! "

Hahahaha. I cannot stop laughing.
Serious.

Make Believe.... Read Thoroughly

2007-10-13T04:03:00.000+08:00

Make believe that CNC thought bao and I are together.

Make believe that an upcoming lesbian mag wanna feature bao and I as coming out lesbians. As a couple!

Make believe a CNC customer insisted in playing arm wrestle with me and nearly twisted my whole arm off. I felt the pain...

Make believe that i had an hour of heart warming conversation with a 62 year old man at CNC. Soooo sweeeeeet.

Make believe that bao had conversations with R.Tan and actually stoke her hair more than twice.

Make believe that when Irene and R.Tan had their tongues on each other infront of us, all we thought was, LIU BAI DAI! Damn fucking hot i tell you!!!

Make believe that people at PLAY etc zenna, asked why is there only the 2 of us, we just laughed it off. And she treated us free flow of beer.

Make believe that bao has officially taken over my place as the most yi shen bing de ren.

Make believe Bao and I are gonna resort to get attached at the same time, make do with ayumi and you know who. And we'll treat it as a dare. I think drake knows what i'm talking abt. Gerald and Kaew will faint immediately.

Make believe Bao and I are really acting as a couple unknowingly. Not trying to act loving or whatever.

Make believe a girl with long natural wavy hair, height as tall, figure as hot treated me like a kissing booth and moving rubber said that she like me. I will so much wanted her when she kissed me and had her body all around me.

Make believe it is the first time bao said my hair is okay when i had a new change of hair style.

Make believe CNC and TD people say I look good in my new hair. ( I shall post pictures of my new hair! )

Make believe bao said i look like zai zai when i laughed and that i look better when i get older.

Make believe when all things happened, we just wanna say it the TD way! Bao, you know what is it! I say LIU BAI DAI!
Hahahaha! Hahahaha! Hahahaha!

Jia He Wan Shi Xin!

2007-10-10T14:27:00.000+08:00

I think i got hang over and withdrawal symptoms from the gambling trip.

My mood was fucking bad and i felt extremely upset the past days.
Felt something is missing.
My mind is all about gambling.
And when i found out they have blackjack and texas on facebook, my mood brightened up and i haven't stop playing since morning....

Anybody wanna play with me?
I keep losing to those angmohs......Damn it la.

Not good.

Casino Part 1

2007-10-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

I went Genting when i was a Child for 3 days 2 nights.

1. Indoor and Outdoor theme park.
2. I must go wherever my teenage cousins bring me.
3. Endless waits at the arcade for the adults to bring us for meals because they didn't quite give us enough money to feed ourselves. And they were always late. We could not understand why.
4. Hunger accompanied us most of the time when adults were stuck in the casino and forgot that they actually brought along a class of under 21.
5. We'll determined whether they won or lost at the gambling tables on the food we eat and extra money for us to spent on the snacks and arcade. Buffet or food court they decide.
6. After dinner, we'll be given instructions that we must be back at the hotel room after the arcade closes, and go to bed asap while they continue to try their luck.
7. We had small conversations and decided that the casino was an evil place trying to kidnapped our parents.
8. Teenage cousins will plan their night activities secretly and sneak out when we're asleep.
9. We'll be late to board the coach back to sg because the adults are still trying their luck.

I went Genting when i was a Teenager for 3 days 2 nights.

1. Indoor and Outdoor theme park.
2. We must bring along a class of children wherever we go. They usually make our blood boil.
3. Hoping at least 1 adult come back so that we teenagers can have a break with the children.
4. After the children fell asleep was the only time we looked forward to. We'll go clubs to drink abit and dance our asses off.
5. Midnight walks outdoor to make some new friends was also part of the plan.
6. Stood outside the casino and wonder what was it that made the adults forgot about their own children.
7. Bombing the adults' handphones was a routine before we board the coach.

I went Genting when i was an Adult for 3 days 2 nights.

Our Big Plan.
1. Indoor and Outdoor Theme Park
2. Casino
3. Club on 1st night
4. Drinking games in our rooms on 2nd night

What Actually Happened.
Theme park.
1a." Aiya, raining, the rides will stop. "
b. " So expensive i rather spent it on gambling."
c. " Not many exciting rides there leh!"
d. " You all go lor, I don't play the rides one. I can go casino on my own. It's really okay."

Clubs.
2a. " Wahhhh the drinks so expensive. Not worth it."
b. " The cover is cheap la, but scarly nobody inside where got fun?!"

Drinking games in our room.
3a."Very tired la, don't want."
b. "Don't feel like drinking leh."
c. "The beer very expensive lor! 13rm! "

Yes. Sharon willing to give up theme park for casino. I think. haha.
Alac willing to give up clubs that plays Retro and Techno for casino.
Alac willing to give up drinking for casino. I only had a stout and didn't had the urge for more.

We were just finding excuses unknowingly.
Like we can say, " Oh you wanna drink coffee ar? Okay lor, later we go back casino and drink. "
They provide free bervages there la.
So I don't know how many cups of coffee we had a day. I even found out which casino provides the best coffee and make them walked through that place so that i can ta bao my kopi.

Now i understand why the adults will once stepped in, never come out.
It is not that addictive but it'll make you forget about time.
I can just stand there and watch people play for 2 hours without realising the time.
I sat there and make notes like most gamblers so that i can play with probability.
I won quite abit at 1st but lost all because i couldn't bear to stop.
We spent an average of 18hours a day inside. It was so bad that we forgot our meals and didn't feel hungry at all until we decided that we should stop awhile. Once we're out of casino, we ate like we haven't had any food for days.

Hotel room is just a one stop station to wash up and nap for a few hours.
Lunch at 3pm.
Casino until 10pm.
Then nap for 3hours.
Casino from 2am - 5am.
Breakfast then nap again.

Woke up at 11am.
Lunch.
Casino from 2pm- 9.30pm.
Dinner then nap at 11pm.
12am back at casino to 4 or 5 am i think.
Sleep and went back to casino until we're late for the coach back to sg that we had to run from the casino to the bus terminal.

I drew money from the atm so that i can gamble more.
Gambling is all in our minds all day and night. Even in our dreams.
Karyn dreamt that she's stopping ah ma from gambling further.
I dreamt that I'm at the Big Small table.

This is so interesting and a good experience.
I totally forgive the adults.
Because I understand now.

You had no idea how exhausted we were when we're back in town.
Gerald Kaew, can we go again together?!

Alacbao Productions II

2007-10-04T13:31:00.000+08:00

Pictures bao took on our beach trip.
She forced me to be her model while she totally let herself indugled in being a photographer.
I was scolded by her quite a few times for not being a good model. #%*&%$.
Sunset was beautiful though.

Everyone pls laugh at the last picture?!
Bao said " This one soooooo nice! You see! You're looking at the moon! SHANG YUE!
Alac -_-"

Again i found random videos........
I was sooooo farking tanned then.
I want my tan back!
Can you see the difference in colour between bao and i?

Gerald Kaew, i bet you guys don't rem we had this video.

Anyway, bao has been complaining that she will be lonely this weekend as drake pau and i happened to be out of town the same time.
But at least she can play her PS2 to kill time.
I hope she doesn't go crazy when i come back....

Alright, i'll win big money over the weekend.
Wahahahhaha.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Step up

2007-10-03T02:39:00.000+08:00

Bao n i signed up for clear card as well as their step up savings account. Interest at 0.68. Much better than our current account. Atm card will be used but cheque books put aside. We'll start saving with citibank. Bao treat me like her gf. We spent quality time together on off days to the beach, fighting lessons, photo taking, running errands, steamboats and beer. Just e 2 of us. She demands me to report to her whenever i'm out without her. I even kana questioning when i took a lil longer with supper.Haha!

Dell Dell Dell

2007-09-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

My ex colleague from t-est asked if i'm still interested in technical specialist at dell. The one which i previously hope to get in. They're only sourcing for those with experience and there's Only one vacancy. They're willing to pay 100 more than what i'm getting now. The problem is i take home an average of 2.5. So they say probably they'll lower to around 2k for me. And that's before cpf cut. Cause of the market rate. Question, Should i stay in sales or go back where i belong? Please advice asap.
Cheers!

GAP Made in Singapore

2007-09-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

WooooWooooo.....

Gap sale at TP! Last season clothes all going for 2 at 10 dollars! Regardless tee shirts, polo, pull overs, jackets etc......Men and ladies apparels.
I almost went mad over the sale.

And Old Navy too!

I got myself 2 plain tee, 1 polo tee, 3 pullovers!
And bought queenie 1 plain tee and 1 pullover!
Cheap until..............................!

The 100 over dollars pullover i eyed at Gap outlet early this year is now in my wardrobe for 5 dollars.

How Sweet.

Happy Birthday Ricky!

Deyi Secondary School Les Night Reunion at Play next Thursday!
Year 1999. Class 407E.
Carol, Shi, Jade, Alac and Gerald ( come back now! )

Prematured stage aka Life at 44

2007-09-23T14:10:00.000+08:00

Given 20yrs down, i'll be VERY FINE with it.

Toilet cleaner in her senior citizen late 50's: " This is the ladies leh, UNCLE! "
Alac Ng in her young n vibrant early 20's: " !!!!! " (ventolin pls?!)

Ps: She wasn't joking then. Enough said.

I want it different

2007-09-21T01:43:00.000+08:00

I was 18. They say i was cute. And the dimple too. I smirked and i flew. I am 24, people commented the same. I felt disappointed. All I wanted is something different. I hope they can see, i am more than that now. A random customer i've never met. He came up to me when I was playing happily with my friend. He suddenly told me i have 2 rs i have yet to let go. One is filled with guilt. The other is purely love. I almost fainted and call him god......
Vern, i hope you'll get well real soon. Love.

Announcement

2007-09-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys. The second episode of yu le bcc will be postponed due to busy work schedules and unforesee circumstances. Your undertanding is deeply appreciated. Apologises.
Mj with me soon. Vern agrees that a mj table and a set of tiles for my home are good investments.
Oh! I'm going on a short trip in oct! Yeah! In fact i hope there's two! The 2nd one haven't book though. Finally can get out. I still rem all of us went thailand in oct a year ago. Seems like yesterday. How time flies. Sigh.

Alan Luo

2007-09-10T01:24:00.001+08:00

I LOVE THIS PIC. The dog is damn CUTE!!!! Cannot take it la! Anyway, that dog belongs to Jolin. Yes. Cai yiling.
He took his own pictures at home! ahahahha! He is Kiang Kiang!
I'm fainting...

After talking to Karyn, I've decided to sign up the Citibank Clear card. The one anybody also can have one.
Reasons:
1. Free entry to Zouk.
2. Piority queue at Zouk.
3. Free 1st drink at Zouk.
4. One for one at Winebar.

Yes friends, no need to worry for me because the credit limit is 500 Dollars only! I won't overspent. Heeheehee. So eh, EVERYONE of you go sign up for one leh! For ZOUK. Nods.

Yu Le BCC! Episode 1

2007-09-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

Specially to Gerald and Kaew,

A little effort we've put in. Hope the 2 of you will like it.
(I think i too zhuo zhuo alr. hahaha. Will improve.)
Turn up the volume!!

From Alacbao Productions.

Part 1

Part 2

All Rights Reserved!!!

Halloween 2006!

2007-09-05T14:09:00.001+08:00

Hello Everybody!

I accidentally came across these photos when i'm clearing my memory card.
Though it's a year late, let me sincerely present you with the UNCUT version of Halloween 2006!

Please feel free to grab as many photos! Enjoy!

Proudly brought to you by Alac Ng.
PS: No complaints about the photos. Esp Kaew ar. Ma fan! As i've said, it's the uncut version!
My hair was damn long sia.

Money Money.. from the rich man's world!
Kaew will hate me for this.

smirk
double smirk

This is the frown and smile at the same time.

My hair was really longggggggg.....

Boxing!
Seems like Rick needs a helping hand!
I think rape.

This is Happy Halloween!

I got my hair shortened by bao.

Really short now.

Gerald preparing for Dubai.

Pau, you look fat here. Hahahaha. Seriously!

Gerald told me she cannot stop laughing when she saw the last vid. Me TOO!

Kaew kept asking me not to post fat and ugly pics/vids of her. Fan Si Le!

Please continue to check out this space for more vidz.

I hope these videos will paint some colours for the both of you.

Stay tune!

8 months ago

2007-09-04T16:47:00.000+08:00

Gerald Kaew!!!!! I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This was taken 8months ago. How times flies.
Once in awhile when i miss you too much, i'll watch the vid. And everytime i watched it, i cannot help but laughed again and again.

I thought i shouldn't be selfish because i guess there're people around who misses you guys as much. So i shall be nice and share this video. Nobody loves to take video as much as me! hahaha. Will go dig out more to upload. How the gun fighting scene at kukup for the next episode?!?! Good?! =)
For now, it's just this.

My booth. The Audio House.
All of us from D-Force. They say, act cool ar. Then don't know why i smiled until so happy. I like keeping all these photos. It will remind me on how we worked as a team and how we encouraged one another when sales is bad.

Pentax staffs had a coke yum seng session at the end of the show. We had an air horn sounding loud to appreciate all our efforts and hard work.

I had friends all over Comex! I love this feeling. Walking through the show with the must ask question, either from me or them. " Ay hi! how's sales?! How are you? Hope to work with you again! Go grab a few drinks after the show leh! Give me your number. Call you later!" hahaha. Gab is just infront of me. Nel upstairs at level 6. Joey at Mio. Queen at Sony. Pentax, Samsung, Canon, Fuji full time promotors that are not in D force.
When zhixin and han came to pick us up, they say, you all very happy hor, 3 of you worked together. haha. Okay la.

The old bird said, " I thought this year is gonna be an exception. Usually there will be at least one fight at Comex without fail. " And this fight broke out on the last day at 10.30pm when almost all the staffs are leaving alr. 7 to 8 people on 1. Knn. I risked my life to take a few snaps. The harvey norman people. They fought then kanna pulled away, then fought again and pulled away. Got around 4 times ar. Luckily there's no customers alr. Internal disputes.

I bumped into june on sun at cnc.
She told me about her trip to dubai with you guys.
You have no idea how jealous bao and i were.
She told me gerald lost weight.
Ay huiling, eat more can?!
And as usual, i got wasted that night with her and her brother around.

I found a device where i can put my box of 2GB cards into VERY good use.
My 6 years old camcorder. Surprising supports a 2GB. Wonder if it can support a 4GB. Haha. Okay, too greedy.
183mins of video. 6823 photos per 2GB. GOOD ENOUGH.
No more spending on mini DV tapes. -smirks-

It's these three words

2007-09-04T03:58:00.000+08:00

I cannot accept because i have yet to let go.

I have only these two cubes in my ice box.
I will do almost anything to keep them at freezing point.
From then till now.

I've been wanting to say this,
I miss you. Alot.

I'm gonna do a damn fucking long entry

2007-08-29T11:59:00.000+08:00

Woke up damn early for office and was back home at 11am. Bought kopi o peng but i think he gave me kopi o peng gao. It shot right up my brain when i took a first sip. Now, i'm so awake.

Eh, now everything is in HD ar? We got Full HD for Tvs. Full HD for cameras. And latest product is HD CONTACT LENSES! Omg. If i buy HD lenses, why would i need a HD TV?!?!?! WAHAHAHAHAHA..........
Tsk tsk... technology kills.

It's kinda weird to often have people asking where i get my binders. This is not a very polite way of asking people for a favour right? Do i know you? If i know you then it's okay to ask like that la, if not, maybe you can try using words like "May i know......" etc. And add a "Thank you" etc behind.
Just my two cents worth. =)
And I prefer not to have another layer under my singlet.

Boss say i can only get my pay after Comex and i'm alr eating air for a week. 18days of pay unclaim. Let's just count the basic is 900. Plus commission i don't know how much. Comex is my only hope to get rich for awhile. Anyone owe me money?! Pay me back leh. I really cannot squeeze out money alr.

I like this song. And ar, i cannot find the song, ai ni hen ni duo shi ni. Or did i get the title wrong? Help abit leh people. Kaew you can learn new song.

Comex tomorrow till this Sunday. Everyone come walk walk. I'll be at level 4. Dvd players. Yes right. Dvd players. Not cameras.

She was drunk and slept like this at TD. Tsk tsk tsk. haha!

This house is too big for just the 4 of us. So big that i didn't dare to bathe at night and Net offers to sit and wait outside for me. So sweet eh? hahahaha! But in the end i chose to bathe the next morning la. Gil bathed. She is BRAVE. Net decided to sleep on the couch when we're watching CSI cause like i said, it's too big and empty to sleep alone in the dark. hehe.
2nd night is just the 4 pairs of slippers.....
This is supposed to be the mahjong room the owner has built. Entry was denied because of the falling roof. I told you it's really old.......
Ly searched the bin for the "lost keys". Ugly.

This is how it look at night. Abit scary right? I like how the house is designed. It has got many many doors to make shortcuts to places. Bao will like this. She can hide herself and noone will ever find her because there's too many doors she can use to get away. =)
Adelene is on the phone... far away on the other side.
This space can park 3 cars.
BBQ area.
After dinner. I know my hair sucks. It looked like that ever since i woke up. It never came down for the rest of the night.

I love this house so i took really alot of pics. It's like those houses in Vietnam. 4 rooms, 4 toilets, 1 games room.
Preparing for mahjong immediately after we woke up.
We split up to prepare dinner for 2nd night.
Net and i did the bbq.
Ly and gil cooked mee siam and chicken wings. Delicious!

Dining and mahjong area. I can cycle in the backyard.
Living room.
Everyone just woke up. It's 4.30pm.
Our bungalow. I like eh.
132 Pasir Ris Road. Just opposite Fisherman Village. Walking distance to Jill's house. Nods.

Balcony at 2nd floor. All the 3 rooms on this level share this same long long balcony. The back gate is so old school la!
Eh... Net and i sleep here. But everyone else who doesn't sleep here deposited their baggage in this room. The rooms are as big as my living room. I didn't lie. I think bigger.
Yes... messy. Esp when there's a panty hanging over the fan and one moment over the head of my bed. Rights. Very nice. And that belongs to someone who doesn't sleep in this room!!!
Outside our rooms. It's a towel drying area.
Yep, another one. The rest of the chalet photos are in the other cameras. Will steal from them when they upload.

Sony Roadshow at Vivocity. Queenie was very very busy then.

Let me introduce! Taka Best Denki Roadshow. From Left to Right. Sony, Samsung, Sony, Casio, Olympus and Kodak! Okay, we're all from D-Force!

Lulu, your backview is soooooooo HANDSOME! Sony roadshow at Heeren. I spotted this pic on display at Taka Best Denki....

Gerald, this is for you. Carol went PLAY with me and we bumped into Shishi. The moment we met each other, the 3 of us started fighting alr. Rem those days when you and Shi will fight until there're bruises all over?! Hahaha.

HAPPY 21ST JASMINE WONG LIANGYI!

I WILL REM. 7.50AM.

If i am a girl...what would i like about you?

2007-08-28T13:11:00.000+08:00

Kaew: You can be a good houseman and leaves me no worries to leave the house to you. If i wanna settle down for good, you'll be the perfect one.

Gerald: A great advicer who can make me WAKE UP MY IDEAS! YOu'll listen to all my lame topics and play silly games with me which noone else in the world is willing to. For a rational, peaceful and someone who can laugh along with, no doubt it's you.

Bao: A little difficult to handle because if i were to be with you, i think i'll be leading a life like the show "Gu Huo Zai". BUT, I will definitely be attracted to your loyalty towards friends. If i'm looking for excitement, i'll choose you. It's like DANGEROUSLY IN LOVE?!?!

Thai Disco at Golden Mile and the Thai Girls from the band are featured in FHM!! hahahhaa...
Everyone go read up the article la! Should be the Sept issue.
Then you all won't be so skeptical about thai disco.

//Chalet's over, break has ended.
It's time to gear up and get ready to take a step to the battlefield again.

How unwilling!!!

Friendships means going thru Ups and Downs

2007-08-24T03:06:00.000+08:00

It happened last night and you didn't inform me.
I understand when you say, if i go down, you'll just wack me because you're out of your mind.
You know, i really didn't mind at all.

Tonight, i went down when you said you needed me.
You told me you hate betrayal.
So do i.
I saw you broke down helplessly.
You held my hand tight. So tight i can feel your pain.
You shivered.
You teared.
You don't want anyone else but just pulled me closer.
My shirt is soaked with your tears.
My heart broke with you.
I felt the hurt you're going through.
Yes i really can.
Gerald's words held in our minds to remind us to be strong and stand up on our own no matter what happens.
We all know gerald will scold us like fuck if she sees like behaving like that.
Though she's not beside us, her words still stand strong.
This is how i brought myself up when i thought of her words and i believe you can too.
And you did it, you held back and you're good again.
At least in front of outsiders.

Since when did we come so close together?
Since when i'll rush down for you regardless and you'll do the same too?
Your exact msg " Ya, i love you too.. Thanks for being here for me.. I'm appreciated."
Okay, though there're grammer mistakes but this is who you are and i love you for the way!

i guess all thanks to HER that her advice kept ringing in my head since months ago.
I bet you didn't know who you are. =)
But i thank you.
i thank you for letting me know i'm not treating my friends well.... well enough. You told me before, i don't treat my family, my friends, my gf well. Now, i'm gonna show you results.
For letting me realised and putting in efforts in friendships and relationships that are worth.
=)

So tired i only got another 4hours to sleep.

2007-08-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

2.15am and i'm gonna company Queenie to study at Macs now.
Damn, i think i've never even do this for any of my gfs.

A book and psp should be enough.

Gotto go.

2007-08-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

My favourite band at Thai disco. My fav boy. He's so sad. My fav girl not in the pic. Didn't want to take pic with her. But my eyes hardly left her the very last night. I'll rem you in my mind though. I thought no pic, i'll get over her faster. Nods. Good bye, i hope you guys are able to come back soon. We'll request! The new band sucks. YOU GUYS ROCK!

Vern, now introducing you, THE LOOK ALIKE FEI LUN HAI GUY!
He doesn't really look like in this photo, you have to see him in person! See him dance and sing!
But he's back in Thailand. =(

Hands up for NAtional Day at Zouk!!!!!!!!!!

I wanted an interactive DS LITE but i got a PSP instead. Hahahah...
THANK YOU! Surprised me by secretly putting into my bag. Hehe!
Happy happy.. lalalallalala.
Burn out, Sims 2 here i come!!!!!!!

2007-08-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

I WANT A DS LITE. Really...
I talked to chen tian wen just now. He asked me to help him find cable.

2007-08-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

What the Fuck happened last night?! I can't rem a single thing!
When did i go home? Why the laptop is on when i woke up this morning? Why my phone got thai songs?! Since when?! I pray i didn't do anything wrong last night.
Alcohol Scary sia.

Was I Back In Time?

2007-08-09T04:27:00.000+08:00

Lucky me, for a sales person to be able to have off on a public holiday like everyone else. Went mambo just now and it brought me back in time. Because it was so packed. Because of my mambo khakis. It felt like I was 18, When I was first brought to mambo. Because Zouk made us sweat like hell when everybody know it's a freezer at the usual spot. It made me felt like 18. Because I had friends to mambo and shout along to the songs. I felt like 18. How I wish i was really back in time. But it was all good to feel it once again. Since 6 years ago. Man, it was really great to lose my voice once again to mambo jambo. The only khakis missing, is GERALD. HUGS.
Gerald, if you rem how we used to like to attention we're having when the whole whole is looking at us mambo-ing. I miss you!!!!!!

Sf, you say wanna drink, drink until where leh?!
I wanna hear your overflowing gossips too!!!!!!

The climax was when it played a National song! This is my country, this is my flag...... Felt touched when we sang the part, This is my family. these are my friends!( and you can see all of us hugging together like nv before!)
Everyone went high up and sang along esp when it came to the pledge. Right hand up to the heart, everyone stand straight and here it goes to the emotional part. The LOUDEST national song i've ever heard. In zouk indeed. I guess we're just glad to be a Singaporean...

We're singapore, singaporean!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate to come up with titles too! HAHA

2007-08-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

Wait, for people who are too lazy to read such a long essay but still want updates, pls scroll to the end of this entry. For those who are rather free, pls read on. thank you very much.

Finally a day i went straight home after work. Staffs enjoy 50% off food and drinks at the food court. hahahaha. Pantry area had vending machines that sell all sorts of hot and cold beverages for only 20CENTS! Nowadays even Primary School canteens doesn't have that. Today i had a full lunch with 2 drinks and it only cost $2.85. I want to faint. What i had was a set of fish and chips (their fish bigger than those at bukit timah) and hug bowl of curry rice. 1 glass of ice cold coke and a bottle of 6ooml ice mountain. SHIOK i tell you! Smoking area at the balcony twice bigger than my whole house with fantastic view to see planes fly here and there.
Staff benefits.

before i end work, i got news from courts staff that somebody jumped down the MRT tracks again. At tampines station. and it's damn packed at almost every station in the east line because no train can be in service. Wah lao, i cannot take train home. I got no bus home. And i cabbed home.
Tragedy.

Queen's black shoes look like those ah pei wear to go da tai ji.
Cute.

I know my entries are boring. I only have cameras, cnc and td in my life.
Whatever.

Anyway, it is AMAZING for me to actually have money left a day before payday. I also don't know why. According to the way i drink, club, smoke and cab, i should have spent it all. And i go out everyday. I got a shock when i checked my balance just now.

Anybody free to go shopping with me?! Nobody also fine. I can go myself! =)
My boss agreed to let me have a day off to go shop shop shop! How nice!!!

Shopping list ( According to the order of what i urgently need to the least )
1. black leather shoes
2. black pants
1. white shirt/polo tee
2. contact lenses
1. binders
2. sneakers
1. black/white socks
2. boxers
1. sports bras
2. medicated powder

How?!?! I cannot get to my 3rd prioity!!!!!!!
I need all of them that urgently!!!!!!!!!!!!

How to buget?! i only have 300 to spare!!!
HELLO! is my birthday coming again? or how about celebrating christmas on national day?!?!?!?!?! -SMILES WIDELY-

it's 10.45pm and *yawns.......... Good night! =)

Somehow i think i can summarize my 300 words essay to a short paragraph.
//Courts staff benefits, cheap food and drinks. Comfortable smoking area. Someone jumped mrt and i gotto cab home. I wore queenie's ah pei shoes and my life is boring. I managed to have some money at the end of the week but i need to spend all on shopping.
Tired. Good Night.

Random

2007-08-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

Can you guys read those words clearly? I tried to make it as visible as possible alr. I laughed my lungs out when i came across it on the papers. I think i'll be one of those to ask these stupid questions.

Today's TOTO is 6m. Or rather yesterday. I bought 2 rows of sys 7 but i haven't check the winning numbers yet. I know i won't strike but i STILL don't dare to check! Will do it later in the morning.

I just wanna say........ I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!

Vern, i really don't have friends at CNC when i publish that entry! Ask Bao! My friend from there is the one i blogged in that entry la. The heart broken girl.... After that day then i made friends with her! I DIDN'T LIE!

I like this,
//One fire burns out another's burning,
One pain lesser'd by another's anguish.
-william shakespeare- ( Jodi Picoult, My Sister's Keeper )

This book is damn good. Made my MRT trips so much enjoyable than falling asleep and looking stupid bumping my head against the glass panels. GOOD.

Another Happy Ending

2007-08-01T17:07:00.000+08:00

I..........just finished 爱转角.
I am still sobbing.
From disc 1 to 10, i kept laughing.
Disc 11 till end, i never not tear for a single episode.
I'm being drown by my own tissue.
It's killing me... but the ending didn't let me down. =)

Fyi, last week while i was working for sea spa, i was watching the show.
I couldn't control myself but teared infront of 10thousands passerbys.
It was so embarassing that i have to use my cap and jacket to cover my face.
Worst thing is, i have to serve customers with that face.

I simply love, xiao zhu.
And i'm not willing to share him with vern. haha.

Who will i meet around the corner?
I wonder...........

Or probably we should try what yl suggested.
Tattoo your fav name or initial.
Say like "Michelle" or "Melissa"?
You will say it's such a common name and how can anyone not meet a gf with those names?
But hey, I have 7 melissa-s in my phonebook but strange enough, i didn't have a gf by that name before.
Names may be common but when fate doesn't come along, you still won't meet them.
I'm sure alot of friends outside haven't been with girls with common names too.
Sooooo......you see, this thing is still workable. haha.
Wait for the person to appear.
And you'll know... it's her.
hahahaha...
I think the moment you meet someone with your tattooed name or initial, it's gonna be like OMG. And then your heart will skip 3 beats and melt.
Congratulations, she will probably be the one.

My fav initial will still be "A".

Friends, what name or initial will you tattoo?
Share leh!
Sorry ar, after the show, i abit emo. hahaha!

To make it simple,
Wait for true love.

3 Off Days In A Rowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

2007-08-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

EEeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkks......we're going to watch ALONE in another few hours!

Xiao sheng pa pa, pa pa, pa pa...........-swallows-

The Thai Disco

2007-07-31T03:20:00.000+08:00

Okay! too much of events to even mention but just let me say those that matters more.

After cnc, Bao suggested thai disco. ( see, i told you it is addictive. Ha! )
So Kaew bao and i went down. Just the 3 of us. We're enjoying the performance and going crazy over my fav girl. I thought it was going fine until Bao grabbed my fav thai girl and told her i wanted to talk to her. The moment i couldn't describe. Because i've been spotting that girl for like near a month?! Every single TD friend knows la! My heart skipped 2 beats when i faced her and Then i stammered. An exchanged of few sentences and she left. Bao said i'm a loser and i think so too. Sigh. But she is a good girl.

And just when kaew and i are trying to shuffle a LITTLE BIT, one thai girl went up to us and dance. Then followed by another 2. So yeah, each of us had a partner and it's sex dance. I swear they are really pretty and HOT. It got bao abit short circuit. REALLY.
Then before i know, 2 more girls surrounded me. Front and back. And i was molested from breast to down. I felt extremely uncomfortable so i took a look at my brothers. DAMN! They are happily, or rather should i say horny-ly dancing with their thai girls. From their faces i can see la! OMG! All the switches all switched ON!!!!!!!!!!!! Touches and kisses!

Gerald! if you're here with us, i don't know you'll laugh with me or get on with the girls man! hahahha.

Because i couldn't believe why we're so lucky to have girls, i ponder for awhile and i realised. They are not normal thai girls. They want things from us. So i pull kaew over and reminded her. We discussed and totally make sense. kaew told me to try to help get the girls off. So i did. I pulled kaew and bao out of thai disco.

That BAO BAO still cannot get over her thai girl! OMG! Keep saying she's pretty she's hot! Yeah she is! but She's looking for otherwise! Kaew and i tried to wake her up and get her back to reality. I hope she doesn't have hang over of that girl. They are really tempting. Ask kaew.

But still, each of us had our own fun with the girls, without paying a price. Fuck PLAY and WELCOME THAI DISCO!
Hahahahahahha! A perfect place for people that just want to have fun! Bring them home dudes!

Vern, kaew agrees that the thai boy resembles your FEI LUN HAI guy!

Kaew, enjoy more TD before you go k?!
Tentatively, we agreed TD either on wed or thurs! Where the crowd, or rather our TD friends will come in! QQ, i inform you alr ar.

Because it's like heaven.....

//I thought we sort of talked before and we agreed that i'm totally not your kind. But why?
I didn't take you as a spare friend. I didn't meant to treat you hot and cold. I appreciate what you've done for me. I just thought that we're just friends? You got me confused when i saw your blog which is kept from me. It's all about us, all about me. Pictures taken that i don't even rem. Probably you should have shown me this earlier....

C and C and Me

2007-07-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Here i am sitting alone at C n C with a jug of beer, the laptop sitting at the edge of the table, left hand holding my dinner, right hand blogging this entry. Been here since 9.30pm. There's this heart broken girl who cried till her face looked abit distorted. Just a sudden urge to go over and ask how is she. While i'm typing this sentence, she's outside puking. Poor girl. Her cries of heartache, her endless tears of hurt, her screams of pain, so pain. So pain that she keeps punching her herself, where her heart is. The wounds so fresh and bleeding. Though i only saw her once, somehow i can feel it all. Yes i can.

Oh ya, and this adds up to 7 couples break up to 1 getting together. Felt relieved that July is gonna end in a day or two. At least the counter will restart from Aug. Which will definitely make me feel better than facing so many heart breaking moments.

I cannot make up my mind if i prefer my life now. Work everyday, and after work activities will be c n c for weekdays and sundays. Most of the time alone and a few jugs. And it's a NEED to bring along a jacket when you visit this place. So i never leave home without an extra piece of cloth. I like to pop in and give bao a surprise everynow and then. I just love to see her expressions when she spotted me. Eyes wide, jaw dropped, actions paused, ran out immediately to give a hug and tell me how happy she is to see me. Like a repeated procedure every time. Hahahaha. Anyway at this rate i'm hanging here, i should have made quite a few friends. But not one yet. Probably because i STILL enjoy having some time with myself only. That's why sometimes bao will ask, how come you didn't ask anyone down. Well.... i just didn't feel like. I am weird. Like, yesterday i die die also want to have fun with friends. Today i just feel like being alone.

I'm alone......I'm alone i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone..... I am alone.........
and somehow i think i like it. =)

PEACE!

Wait! I don't know if i like here or after five.

LIM CHIA HUI! Rem our date for ktv!
Niao Ge, keep track!

Multiple Choice

2007-07-29T03:03:00.000+08:00

Butterfly cold joke number 1.
A: Where exactly are we going later?
K: YL wants to go Butter.
A: Ohhhhh.... i never go before.
K: I think you'll slipped later.
A: Huh? -turned to look at others for clues.
-Silence.....-
Everybody: Hahahahhaa...-then stare at K-

Butterfly cold joke number 2.
K: I know why her skin feel so smooth and slippery. (referring to someone who frequent Butter)
Everybody silence..... AGAIN.......
Minutes later...... everyone goes "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

Random sign i saw at causeway point while taking the GOODS lift. It could be PAU 1-3.... if i went to the 3rd floor. Couldn't help taking a picture of it. =)

Casino night at St James.
Happy Belated Birthday!

A month filled with birthdays worth celebrating for. But on the other hand, i realised it's a ratio of 6 couples breaking up to 1 couple getting together this month. Disease! Contagious! But still.... Congrats to the 1 couple and i hope things will get better for the other 6. -Cheers!-

Thai disco never fails to let me down. Or should i say my friends never did.
Regardless of " Nothing's gonna change my love for you", " I hate myself for loving you" or the i-just-want-to-follow-you-guys-shuffle songs.
We're a team when it comes to that and i totally LOVE the feeling.

//Nothing's gonna change my love for you, you ought to know by now how much i love you!"
//I hate myself for loving you, can't break free from the things that you do..."

-What a feeling!-

Photos n Photos

2007-07-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

Photo of the month. Reason: Our serious expressions. A good photographer to capture this moment.

Yes. We are crazy over this show for this period.

Outside Thai Disco, Bao is requested to do this. Does this ring a bell? She said, " Ni yi ding yao xing fu orh! "

Yup! Request number 2. I said, " Ni yao xing fu orh! "

And followed by a baby freeze. -smirks- Step, you are a good teacher. =)

I am not as good as Step. So yea, the freeze done by my disciple. Nod. Maybe a new move call " Entangled ".

This makes me think of hillview, think of kaew. Been awhile since someone cooked for me. ABC soup. Egg. Chicken wings. DELICIOUS.

Mimi loves to follow me to the toilet and watch me pee.... I swear.

Birthday at 5 10...... wooooooot!

Because i caught my dad sneaking out to drink, i guess he is better alr. He kept quiet when i scolded him for going out when he almost cannot walk at all. Dustbin filled with tissue paper soaked with blood scares me quite abit. His group of friends.....sigh. I don't know to feel angry or happy. But come to think of it, i am also like that. So i guess, like father like daugther. The daily roster of taking care of him is well planned by my brother and i. Our love has definitely make him feel alot better. =)

Cheers!

let me emo for this entry pls???

2007-07-22T12:12:00.000+08:00

Dear god,

Dad is in great pain now. Though now is still under observation, i am still very worried. Please do not make him go for operation. He is an old man alr. He cannot take this shit. He cannot sleep, work, walk or even stand. The only words that i hear from him is sounds from terrible pain. It hurts me. But there's nothing i can do to make him feel better other than sitting beside him and look at him. My heart broke again.

I beg you to make him recover soon.
Thank you.

Dear mum,

I teared when i see dad suffered. Please make sure dad gets well soon? Please don't make him go through all these.
It may be just a small problem for now but i just can't help thinking about the worst.
I know you may be lonely after 10 years but don't take him just yet in any case?
Cause without him, i'll really be alone. What is family? I haven't seen kor kor since new year, and you know he's leading his own life alr. He somehow became a stranger? and that i don't feel i have a brother. I guess he feels the same way too. We need to stitch up this family bond. Kor kor should come home more often and i should spend more time with dad.

Mummy,
I love you and i love dad as much.
But i'm not ready to be an orphan....

Sign,
Your Beloved Daughter.

2007-07-21T11:26:00.000+08:00

Heeheee.... I finally started watching the 1st cd after having them for a week. luo zhi xiang is sooooooooo fucking cute and ham and cool!!!!!!!!!!
I simply fell in love with him all over again....

爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角爱转角

That's not the main point.
The main point for is entry is to sing birthday song to Bao.
Happy birthday to you..
Zhu ni shen ri kuai le
Happy birthday to you...
Zhu ni shen ri kuai le.....
LOVE YOU!!!!!

pics will be up. now too lazy.

It is Alac's Xmas Day!

2007-07-20T01:05:00.001+08:00

My present from Sheryl love!
Shoe vouchers from Bird! How on earth she knew i need them badly!!!!!!!
Another one from Sheryl!

Today Santa Clause came to town. And only for me!
Thank you thank you! You guys are really sweet, i love you to bits! Nothing's gonna change my love for you!

Sheryl, 4 months will pass really quick. Rem that time passes fast. I'll wait to see you again in Nov! Study hard and maintain your excellent results, you smart ass! Do us proud!

Bird, next time if you got this kind of good opportunity, don't let it go again k? Thank you for those vouchers. It's really okay that it came late. It's the thought that counts. And it's just so coincident that i desperately need them. Go buy shoes with me?! hahaha...

Karyn, congratulations on your promotion and having a better job offer at the same time! Rem to give us a treat for which ever opportunity you choose!

Wo heng xing fu.
Zhi zhu chang le.
I don't dare to ask for more cause this is good enough.
Ze yang jiu guo le. Nod.

爱转角遇见了谁?

2007-07-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

Jx very very conscious of her hair throughout the night. Nods. I really salute to her.
This girl high alr. Don't know what she doing.
See! i told you Jx is VERY conscious of her hair.
Errrmmmm... i don't know how this happened. Everybody doing their own things.

Happy
Birthday
To
You.
I waited for her in the toilet for 5mins to make her hair.......willingly.

Wooooooot!

Here it goes again!
Happy birthday to you!
You’re born in the zoo.
There are donkeys and monkeys.
You are just like one too!
Happy 21st!

Last night was……totally…..
I don’t know how I got home, what time I reached, how I changed.
I remembered I puked. A lot of times.
But can’t remember where.
Ly, luckily you nv go ar, if not I think I’ll do it in your car!
Birthday girl not drunk I don’t know drunk until where.
Nobody one moment bottoms up beer, next black label, then hennesy, then back to beer and so on. Anyhow mix, sure kanna jia lat jia lat…

Anyway, the girls had a good time snapping pictures.
They took ALOT ALOT.
(I had a good time to MAMBO! OH YEAH!)
After Jac left, here comes my 3.2mp cam!
So, pictures from my 3.2mp and more to come when Jac upload hers.

A short explaination to friends who asked why my shirt smells funny last night.
1. Only at 10.30pm then I received a sms asking me to TRY MY BEST / SEE WHAT I CAN DO to find a cake…and candles of course.
2. I had to WALK to 7-11 at amk central.
3. It was DRIZZLING.

Mission completed.
Saralee (I don’t know how to spell) in the end. Ha!
Candles in my room from lantern festival.

And yes, the smell is yi fu sai bu gan de wei dao. Thank you very much.

Ly, heeheeheeheehee… I know I’m disgusting but I cannot stop…..heeheeheeheehee….
I am going to her blog again. Heeheeheeheeheeheehee……No.16!!! Heeheeheehee....

~I just wanna tell you how I’m feeling, gotto make you understand.
Nv gonna give you up, nv gonna let you down
Nv go around a mountain n desert you.
Nv gonna make you cry, nv gonna say goodbye
Nv gonna tell you lies n hurt you.~ (with actions provided) =)

Ahhhhhhhhh…………life’s not so bad after all, ain’t it?

2007-07-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

On another note, i realised that it isn't a easy task to travel from amk to jurong or boon lay. 16 fucking stations. Although there's mrt, the 1 hour ride still drives me crazy. i wonder how the people can live there. I brought my book along with the intention to read through the journey, but it seems like i haven't started a chapter. The moment i sit down, i fall asleep with a snap of fingers. My sleeping postures often landed me up with butt ache, neck ache, waist ache and head ache. And headache is because i keep knocking my head onto the glass on my side and back. It often came with a loud bang accompanied with unwanted attention.

Today i was supposed to go Jurong POINT. I thought it was near IMM, so i dropped at Jurong EAST station and walked to Jurong CENTRE thinking that was my destination. I couldn't find my boss so i called to asked.

Me: Hello, where you? i cannot find you guys.
Boss: Are you at Jurong POINT alr?
Me: yes, i reached.
Boss: Okay, it at level 1. We're just opposite Delifrance, Macs and KFC. You see those Fast food outlets alr?
Me: Ahhh, yes i see them. Thanks. Bye!
( I walked the whole Jurong CENTRE to find my boss. Coincidentally, Jurong CENTRE also have Delifrance, Macs and KFC. The even more suay thing is, the 3 of them are also situated together.)

After 20mins....
Me: Hello, i'm so sorry but i really cannot find you. I walked the whole area alr.
Boss: Where are you? Which station you dropped at?
Me: Jurong POINT lor. I alighted at Jurong EAST station.
Boss: OMG. You're at the wrong mall. You should alight at Boon Lay. You're at Jurong CENTRE.
Me: Oh! I'm so sorry. Okay i come now.....

I started work at 11 instead of 930 because of this. I apologised to my boss as i've nv been to Jurong POINT. She accepted. Phew!

She say Jurong people are like ants!
I told her they all looked weird. Funny. Like not local. Jussstttt....weird.
Then i began to think if they ever go town. or clubs.
Anyway, ants don't need to buy beauty products. They don't even stoppd to browse! No wonder i got zero sales.

Random, the news just announced that those who lose their passport more than twice may not be able to apply for passport ever again. COOL! Locked up!
Now.... who lost their passport once alr?!?!?!

Happy Birthday to you!~
Happy birthday to you!~
Happy birthday to youuuuuuuu.....~
Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.........~

Happy birthday my girl!
You'll get your passport cover!
I love you toooooooo!

1707. bao instructed to buy 10big before she left this morning. Hahaha.
Anyone else?

I counted the dates and it seems like i've got quite afew birthday songs to sing this month!
A month worth celebrating!
C'mon, let's dance!

Weigh Prooooooteinnnnnnnnn

2007-07-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

Good news good news!
I'm starting to eat very well.
I don't retch anymore!
So you guys better stop saying i'm disgusting-ly skinny and want to keep my bones in the shoes ar!
I'll gain back my weight!
But you guys gotto wait quite awhile cause losing weight is easy, putting back on is so fucking hard la!!!!!! -shouts-
I'm gonna be 50 and not 40! ( don't want la, i think 56 better)

Friend no.1 : " Lac, how heavy are you? "
(Before i can answer)
Friend no.2 : " She should be 40kg la!"
Friend no.3 : " Wait, is she even 40?! "
Friend no.2 : " I think she should be 36. " Sounding affirmative.

My bones ain't gonna break okay?
So RELAC ONE CORNER LA.

=)

Del Mar MOS Fun 2

2007-07-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

My Super Trnsmssn Lightstick!

Last night i stepped into the main hall. They call it TRNSMSSN SPECIAL.
Whole place filled with shufflers. Light sticks filled the place.
I don't know how PHD looks like but i think it's somehow like this.
I'm so amazed that while all my friends are shuffling, i stood rooted and stare.
I didn't know sg had such good shufflers. I must be a super big kuku.
And there's this super hot and pretty girl shuffling the same variation as her friends. i'm addicted la.
Meanwhile i bumped into pris and i gave her my light stick. Immediately she began shuffling with it. I was dumbfounded. Because she was damn good at it too. Then i asked, "when did you learnt that?!?!"
She replied," Not long ago.."
But she was really good la.
Impressive.
I really really had fun last night.
SWEAR!

I finally got things to filled my time alr!
I borrowed a book and the show zuan jiao!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!

And just now i was taking a train from jurong back home. When it stops at Yishun, Kaew walked in and said, " why are you here leh?!"
hahaha. Of course la, i just off work what!
We're so fated! same cabin, at the same door!

Gerald, i'm just waiting for you to say that.
And i knew you'll say it to me! Hahaha.
You know, after your words, i feel so much better.
I guess i just need you somehow!
Oh, you mail me your username and password lor. okay?
I love you!
hugs.

Look! I'm selling K3 and K5! I finally know how they look like.
A slice of music!

7 drink drank drunk had a short amazing race to del mar at 2am.
Starting point at Rouge. 1 car park at cairhill. 1 one centerpoint. The other near ice cold beer.
Honda, nissan and lancer. Cool shit.

Anyway, gotto go Fly alr! Gonna be late! She'll scold me for sure!
BYE!

Fun at Del MAr and MOS

2007-07-15T04:46:00.000+08:00

I don't know how come i cannot upload photos anymore.
I cannot blog without showing visuals together with words.
I must tell you about my adventures.
I'll try again tomorrow.
I am so high i'm blogging sentence by sentence.

Good night...

Mi Li Ye

2007-07-12T02:02:00.000+08:00

Mi Li Ye is on now. Just fyi.

Harry potter the movie didn't quite meet up to expectations.
Was expecting more on Sirus's death rather than a minute of mutism.
Because the book made it so exciting.
Transformers is so much better.

I just realised Zouk smoking corner is the size of my bedroom. Choking.

I want to blog blog blog because i cannot stop stop stop. - Shakes butt - (Jasmine secretly loves it. I rem.Ha!)

Gonna sleep... before that, i need Janice!

Will just do. Will just do.

Mix and Match

2007-07-12T01:58:00.000+08:00

I feel I am mentally unstable. ( agreed by kaew )
I ponder about the differences between the cold and warm blooded.
I wonder when did I get this disorder of talking aloud to myself before I sleep. ( Janice )
I sense that the lifestyle I’m having now will lead to a disaster.
I think I’ve abandoned the trait of an Aquarian who needs personal space.
I suspect that my imaginary friend is following me with every step I take.
I trust that it will scar.
I reflect on my adulthood.
I assume taking a lungful of air will calm me down.
I suppose I’ll stay clear from fireworks.
I visualize too much that I’m going through the retching period.
I expect tremors to come after earthquake.
I consider my life a total messed up.
I presume I’m always not drunk enough.
I see that all my jeans are growing bigger.
I reckon that I’m a new comer in Fight Club.
I urge to break an infant’s neck every now and then.
I believe an Aquarian has to meet another or equivalent, a Libran.

I need a doctor.
I need an answer.
I need a savior.
I need a listener.
I need an intruder.
I need an admirer.
I need a healer.
I need an inhaler.
I need an advisor.
I need an entertainer.
I need a smoother.
I need a home maker.
I need a shelter.
I need a supplier.
I need a tailor.
I need a supporter.
I need a volunteer.
I need a believer.

2007-07-11T12:07:00.000+08:00

she's my intimate imaginary friend. I was inspired to have one after i came across an article.
By the way, Watch your back!

The Dusty Wooden Bed

2007-07-11T02:54:00.000+08:00

6am and a mixed up with emotions and i wonder about a feeling which i cannot describe.
Everything i observed as she's sound asleep on the dusty wooden bed.
She's squashed up with all the other family members but she's comfortable with everyone of them.

Mushu, Aiden, Pig, Bunny, Pancake Bear, Baobao and Baobao no.2,
meet your new family member.

A night of rendevous.
They say a mistake.
But i say it's fate.

Minutes of my day

2007-07-11T02:51:00.000+08:00

Time: 11.30am
First try on Gatsby moving rubber. WooooWooooo.Goooood! Makes me wanna sing the song….Gats suuuuu byyyyyyy. Gats suuuu byyyyyy…….
Finally managed to strip off the title, The Handyman aka Bao Ka Liao.
I swear I’m getting better at screwing.
Sea Spa said I’m good at it. Ha ha ha.

Time: 1.56pm
I brought the laptop and North point doesn’t have any access point at all. How can it be?! I’m stationed just outside Macs.
I’m typing in MS Word so that I can Ctrl + A / C / V when I get home.
I’m editing my sales report. Expenses report as well. The guy behind me peeped into my excel sheet. Rude!

Time: 4pm
Had Macs for lunch.
Sales is at zero.
Ppl took the effort to kapo about my products but none took the effort to take out their wallet.
They should never challenge to sell these high end products at heartland areas.
I just got to know the internet access is down at Macs, no wonder I can’t tap on it.
I’ve been sweeping mines and switching between mp3s and episodes of friends.
Somehow I learnt to appreciate having them in this laptop. Thank you, to the owner.
I miss Kaew and Bao at this moment. Must be the friends.

Time: 4.31pm
My beverage is coke. Icy cold coke.
Sales is still at zero.
Singtel booth is bustling with ppl.
(Lian, why didn’t you request to work here?)
The only person that I converse with is this lady.
Once in a while, you’ll hear TING! when she depresses some buttons or the words “Please Sign Here“.

Time: 6pm sharp
Thirst-quencher is still coke. Warm coke.
But sales is,
2 at $15.90 each. Black mud soap / Salt soap
1 at $29.90. Hand cream.
She bought 1 soap back to try, then 15mins later, she came back for more.
And after the 2nd time purchase, she said she’ll come back later to buy more.
It will only get better. Nod.
I need a smoke.

Time: 8.14pm
Coke had dried up.
Dinner was good.
Bonia bought a total of $115.60 worth of products. Insane!
The more products she put into her basket, the wider my smile is.
I smiled so hard that when she turned her back, I immediately try to relax the muscles abit and put back on the smile when she turned back.
I told you it will only get better. –Smirks-
45mins to closing.
What a day.

It’s weird that this laptop didn’t die on me today. Since 11am till now.
Usually it’ll shut off after 2hrs. Shrug.
Good boy. Good boy.

- I guess my habits of playing mine sweeper had bombed me into a million fragments, saying endless of game overs. And I am only at an Intermediate level. How about the Expert? I dare not think.
Consequences?
I’ve been going around places picking up pieces of me. -

I shall go figure how to play mine sweeper the right way. =)

Blogging Fun

2007-07-10T01:39:00.000+08:00

Question 1: What does the scenerio looks like when we're having one microphone each and singing the same song together??

Ans: 2 of them throwing microphones at each other to choose a better one. And of course, leaving me with the wanna spoil mic. Alac takes the easiest part of the song while kaew and bao back up with 2 different tones. So a total of 3. We finished the whole song but i thought i only sang 2 lines......

Question 2: How long do you think it takes to travel from suntec to far east by bus?? (non-peak hr)

Ans: 2 hours

Sulky, impatient, angry, irritated, don'twannagiveup, don'tknowwhy.

keep sending sms-es to IRIS to ask what time is the bus coming exactly.

Iris didn't even bother about us.

You don't know how pek cek it was.

We kept saying, wah lau eh wah lau eh... non-stop.

Especially when i kept taking time off to lao sai,

Kaew added in more, wah lau eh wah lau eh.
Ppl, next time nv ask Iris!

ehhh... i think i suck in changing blogskins.
I wonder how last time i can edit html like counting ABC.
Now i totally lost it...
I found my Optimus Prime blogskin and there's some errors which i cannot comprehend.
I'll just wait for some kind hearted soul to help me with it. Anyone pls????????????
I swear this movie has once again motivate me to do Optimus prime on my leg.
Been wanting to do since few years back la!

I have a date with Harry on wed!
Abit can't wait to meet him.
I want to see harry with ginny.
But i'll close my eyes when dumbledore dies.
I think i'll cry. How?!

Vern, you're my only supporter for this blog, can don't leave meeeeeeeee?????
Enjoy your special day!

Yes, jasmine.

If only you'll not keep zouking on weekends!

My time is yours.

And ah, stop commenting on my english!

It's going 5 yrs and you're still at it!

Optimus Prime - No sacrifices made, no victory will be won

2007-07-08T16:50:00.000+08:00

Why am i so suay?!

Sat wasn't a good day to start with.
Let me tell you why.
Woke up extra early in the morning so that i'll have time to cash my cheque.
It was raining then.

As i walked my way to AMK Hub, i felt my socks are getting soaked. Weird. So i stopped to take a look at the soles of my old and torn converse shoes. I know why. Pls see above pictures for details.
"wah piang eh, need anot?!"

My next task is to find the bank in such an unfamiliar mall. Regretted never have a good walk there. Spent 20mins, walked up down left right, found the bank, but it's only open at 11am. I need to start work at 11.
"wah lao eh, need anot?!"

Before i can get out of the place, i began to feel a lil too wet down there, went toilet and it stained my boxers... and a little bit on my jeans too. First thought in my mind,
"wah lan eh, need anot?!"

By the time i clean myself and got onto a cab, it's alr past 11. I'm late for work. Luckily no one complain. 1 hr later, my stomache muscles starting pulling. Cramps ar! and i gave my last medicine away the previous night. I cannot stand properly, my face can't smile right. Every min seems to pass so slowly. And you know what?!, havey norman starting playing this song, "cause you had a bad day..... you had a bad day."
"knn, need anot?!"

For people that is interested to know how long it takes to walk from suntec tower 4 to raffles shopping center and back, let me feed you with the info.
It takes 30mins each trip. and i'm talking about brisk walk. Hmmmm... like my speed when i hurry?
"ccb, need anot?"

QQ came down just for me, bought medicine etc. Makes me feel so much better. ( i want to thank you for replacing me today. They should allow staff to take some alcohol when needed.)
I feel i have a new gf. You're just too sweet. Why you not girl leh?!
"kns, you si bei sweet ar!"

Took the medicine that causes drowsiness. My eyelids so heavy, my vision blurred. I tried so hard to fight the war. I lost. I fell asleep for more than a min standing behind the camera counter. I REALLY SLEPT. when i fought to open my eyes again, and look around, i saw every single staff in havey norman was staring at me! So embarassing la! you cannot imagine those kind of embarassment.
(but they know i'm not feeling well though.)
"knn alac, you si bei power sial"

And my unlucky day ends here because my night was relatively good. Went hard rock and drank alot, till my vision is affected. Wanted to supper with them but really too drunk to. hahaha.

Friends,
sorry i broke our promise.
I got drunk.
I know what you all are worrying about la. Drink so much then become emo. my usual self.
But... heeheehee. I was actually happy and having fun last night.
I told you i've changed. So don't worry ar. I'm walking up step by step. -Cheers-

Blood cells in my heart whispered to me,
" Well Done Alac! I'm so proud of you!"
Yes, indeed.
Somehow i think if gerald is here, i'd hear this from her. =)

K, V and Q, the unexpected things you guys do, just made me feel warmth. LOVE FOREVER AR!

i cannot blog anymore, my cramp getting worse again. I need to sink into my bed now. and curl up like a he bi.

Last words, it's time to groom myself again. Mon tues off. Ask me out! Transformers you promised! haircut! bills! and new Converse shoes! yes vern, i'd consider getting a black one.

-my blood flows like a river- OUCH!

07-07-2007 = V and Q getting married.

Deprived From Blogging

2007-07-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

They always say, A cat that has the ability to catch a rat is a good cat.
Courtesy of Vern's neighbourhood cat and the poor lil mouse.

Don't you wish Zouk is as smoky as before?

Nah kaew, these are all the photos you requested.
The rest no need la, cause you not very suai in it. haha.

Kaew in Nigel Ng's room.

Can anyone guess who she's msging?

CLUE: ( Kaew doesn't want me to fill in the clue )

Last night PAIN was my dancing partner.

I knew what was coming and alr prepared myself what to see when i'm in. but i didn't know my timing was so right.

As i took my last breathe before stepping in, i walked past 2 figures holding hands and exchanging kisses. I was just 2 feet away from them when my shadow past them.

I felt my heart dropped, i used my right hand to hold it tight and walked all the way in, telling myself not to turn back and have a second look.

All the way in, i met a group that i know.

She asked, " Are you okay? "

Normally i will say yea i'm fine la.

But, " wo zhen de bu ke yi le, wo zhen de bu ke yi le "

I fought back my tears so hard that i think i'm doing damage to my eyes.

Despite trying, one rolled down and she immediately wiped it off. Thank you.

I walked out and finally able to put down my right hand. Shirt was wet from the clenching of my hand. Looked abit ugly though, cause it's like my left breast is wet?

Give me something harder to deal with.

I've completed yet another task.

What's next?

2007-07-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

arrrrhhhhhhhhh. i can sign in blogger again. it's the internet settings i swear.

i really got alot to say but i guess from all the events, i'll take days to finish blogging. so i shall not talk much abt it.

1. Work has allow me to take very good care of my nails and hand. My nails are shiny! my hands are smooth and silky! kaew said she doesn't want to be like me, but guess what?! She's doing her nails too at work today!!!! hahahahha! Kaew, don't try to hide your girly side hor!

2. Queen and i were fixing tables from ikea, we're both using our right hand to screw in the nails until i told queen, " Ay, use your left hand la. right hand so tired alr. " and then she changed to her left. She struggled with her left hand, like a difficult task to her.
I told her immediately... " OMG Queenie, you can't screw with your left hand!!!!!!!!!!" Waahahahhaha.....And she replied, " No! i can OKAY!!!!!!!!! "
Vern, can she?! hehehe.

3. My friends are the best and i feel loved once again. Work will be so lonely without them popping by.
They bought snacks, food, drinks, honey sticks for me. They reluctantly let me buff and file their nails, do salt scrub and put hand cream on them, though in the end they started playing themselves! haha. Different friends, different times they drop by. Help me setup, help me do closing. And i swear seng kang is never near to them. QQ is the sweetest! she made me honey water secretly and caught me by surprise! hehe.

To all the friends that have been there for me regardless how tired they are and how late the time is, and those that keep checking up on me through sms and phonecalls,
Thanks for all the care, concern, love and distraction. For all that you guys have given me, i'll stand up again really soon. As you can see, i handled it differently from what you guys thought and expected right? I've grown up you know? You guys are priceless treasures!

4. Someone told me i deserved what had just happened. Then i asked why. She said because wo zhuo le dui bu qi PAU de shi sian. Hello?! i nv did. i even swore infront of that person that i nv done before. How amazing rumours are. Can someone believe me?!?!?!?! Ly is the last one i've done her wrong before. Opps. Sorry LY!!!!!!!! hahahahaha. you know i love you laaaaaaaaaa. I must mention you really. thank you for being there all the time. Like you said, you've nv not been there for me. hugs.

5. Bao, no words can describe how you're there to stand by me. I don't need to write you an essay to tell you how thankful i am. You know you occupy a bigger space in my heart after what we've been through. Joey, thank you too, for CNC and drinks!

6. Gerald, thanks for all the advices you've given and time to talk to me and read my mails. I still wish you can be here....

7. Karyn, thanks for checking up on me almost everyday and try to dig me out. Sorry that now i'm the one who didn't spend time with you. I try k?

8. New clubbing places distracted me away from the unhappy events. Thai disco is so cool i think i want to be their member! haha. Finally after a long search, i , alac ng, found Singapore's last TECHNO place! They play those powerful old technos that we used to hear in canto and sparks! And and the thai girls so HOT and PRETTY! VERN!!!!!!! please come with me to see your Fei Lun Hai guy! and qq too, techno with me. i show you the canto dance instead of my usual sparks one.!

9. Well well well, a series of unfortunate events, i must say. But it's okay, it's all over. An experience learnt. Like i always say, "Aiya! everything also must try one time mah!" and okay, i got it. something i nv experience before. or rather, i nv thought that i will.

10. WooWoo... i read through my entry and realised i got alot of love for everyone! hahaha.

11. Lastly, I cannot take my eyes of you... -smiles-
Show me those moves again...

OPPS... i just wrote an essay.